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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

His call was tentative. He walked through to the back room, passing the steep staircase that divided the house. The steel wash tub stood under the window that overlooked the back yard. The door of the understairs cupboard listed open and he could see the scrubbing board still hanging from its peg. In the galley kitchen, the sink was full of the morning’s dishes, and the saucepan used to cook his porridge remained on the drainer, a thick milky mucus clinging to its sides. The bluebottle preening on its handle took flight, buzzing as it knocked against the window. Its escape thwarted, it landed on the side, restoring the room to its eerie silence.

‘Mam?’

Jack’s heart began to beat faster as he climbed the narrow staircase. It rose steeply, the wallpaper on each side grimed from years of steadying hands.

He stepped onto the landing that was not a landing at all, just a three-foot-square platform large enough to take a man. His mother’s bedroom door to his left was open. The curtains were drawn back and the evening sun was slanting across floorboards strewn with her cast-off clothes. To his right, the door to his own room – which led in turn to Jenny’s – stood half-open. He placed his hand against the wood and pushed. The hinges creaked as it swung wide.

His room was just as he had left it. The sash window before him was still open a crack and the permitted breeze lifted the flimsy curtains. His bed was roughly made and his pyjama bottoms draped over the rush-seated chair in the corner. The other furniture in the room – the small wardrobe and dilapidated tall boy – was shared, through necessity, with Jenny. Her little box room, accessed through the door tucked away in the corner of his, was barely big enough to take her slender bed. He saw that door was ajar.

He trod lightly as he crossed the room, his fingers catching the finials of his metal bedstead. His heart hammered against his chest as he raised his hand to the door.

‘Jen?’ he called softly.

It was the smell that hit him first. The harsh metallic taint of a butcher’s shop. As the door inched open, it exposed the bottom of Jenny’s bed and the sheet folded back over her upright feet.

‘Jenny?’ He pushed the door wide.

She was lying on her bed, face up, her beautiful blonde curls spread across the pillowcase, her sightless eyes staring at the mould-speckled ceiling. Her blanched skin was as white as the nightdress that covered her. But Jack did not register any of this. It was the scarlet pool that soaked the garment below her hips that trapped his gaze, a bloody flood that oozed from her to cover the bedsheet beneath and smear the exposed skin of her calves.