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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

Jack does not answer him. He looks up at the house and sees Gwen appear on the top step, her arms crossing her front. She raises a hand in greeting and begins her descent.

‘I’d better get in.’ Jack starts towards her, but Ted calls after him.

‘If I’d have known what was going on back then, I’d have happily stepped in.’ Jack turns back, but Ted won’t look at him. ‘But I didn’t know,’ he admits. ‘I just wish …’ He starts to cough. He pulls a handkerchief from his pocket and wipes his mouth as the fit subsides. ‘I just wish I had,’ he concludes quietly.

Unable to find words of solace for the farmer, Jack continues up the yard. Gwen comes to meet him.

‘He knows … everything,’ he says as he passes her.

Gwen watches him stride on towards the house, her jaw slack. Thoughts racing, she forces herself to join Ted hovering awkwardly at the gate. He starts coughing again, but this time he resorts to another cigarette to stifle the attack.

‘Have you seen anyone about that yet?’ she asks.

He continues to cough as he lights up. He waits, letting the smoke settle in his lungs before he responds. ‘Dr Penny’s arranged for me to see someone at the hospital next week, but he’s not too concerned.’

She nods. She feels a spit of rain on the wind. ‘So, Jack told you, did he?’

‘Not Jack, Gwen. Your dad. He told me all of it a few days before …’

‘Oh.’ She studies the horizon, then looks away. ‘You never said anything,’ she says, her voice little more than a whisper.

‘I was waiting. I think … I was hoping that you might confide in me.’

They stand, abashed in each other’s company. It is Ted who speaks first.

‘If you need anything—’

‘I know.’

‘I meant what I said before, Gwen. I’ll always be here for you, for you and Tom.’

‘I know.’ She takes a deep breath. ‘But right now, I need Jack. I need everyone to see Jack here, taking care of us.’

He averts his face so she cannot read his expression. ‘I understand,’ he says gruffly. ‘But he won’t stay forever, will he?’

Remembering Jack’s crimes, Gwen shakes her head. ‘No, he won’t. He can’t.’ But she offers no further explanation. Jack’s secret is his own and she suddenly realises the risk he is taking now, staying on at her request, and she wonders anew why he has chanced a return in the first place. Still, she has no intention of betraying him to Ted.

Satisfied with her answer, the farmer nods.

‘Well … when he’s gone, I’ll still be here. For you. Always.’

He does not stay to hear her response.

Chapter Forty-Six