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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

‘Oh, that’s perfect!’ Lady Allingham dips her gloved hand into the bunting and lifts some clear of the box. ‘And in such better condition than what we have brought. Mrs Jennings, I do fear ours is going to look a little shabby, but it has done us good service – why, my father-in-law purchased it for Queen Victoria’s diamond jubilee! I’m concerned it may fall apart as soon as you start to unravel it.’

‘Mummy!’

Gwen spins round at the echo of the familiar voice. Tom is racing up the nave and her first words are to chastise him for running in church. Only after he sheepishly apologises, pressing against her leg, suddenly shy before strangers, does she question his presence, but then she sees Nora sauntering up the aisle with another box of offerings.

‘Muriel dug out some more things for you, Iris.’

The Land Girl smiles as she sets the box down on an empty pew, but it fades to a look of bemusement as she catches sight of Gwen’s alarm.

‘What?’

Gwen’s arm snakes around Tom’s shoulder, fixing him against her. She is unable to give voice to her concern.

‘Tom wanted to come,’ Nora says, her manner defensive.

‘Mummy,’ Tom wraps his arm around her thighs, tipping his head back to look at her, ‘will you give me a piggyback home? My legs are very tired! Nora walks so fast I had to run to keep up.’

Lady Allingham laughs, charmed by the boy. Tom coyly basks in the warmth of her attention and, as he does so, Gwen notices something play across the older woman’s features, as if her son has stirred a deep-seated memory, and now, put to mind of it, she desires to remember it anew. But it remains tantalisingly beyond Lady Allingham’s grasp and she soon abandons her efforts and loses interest in the boy.

‘Now, Mrs Jennings, I’m afraid we must be off. Gordon has made a number of cine films during his time abroad and Lord Allingham and I have committed to watching them this evening. I left him setting up a large screen. I fear it will be a long and sobering show.’

Iris thanks her for her donation. Gwen steps back, pulling Tom with her. Lady Allingham casts them a bland smile as she pulls her mink stole further around her shoulders. The clip of her shoes on the stone flags echoes as she walks away. The stooped man, who Gwen now suspects to be her chauffeur, hurries behind.

Gwen does not watch her leave. Instead she tightens her grip on Tom’s shoulders and persuades herself that Lady Allingham has no idea who she is. She has no idea at all.

She sends up a silent prayer that it will stay that way.

Chapter Twenty-Three

Jack

July 1939