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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

The end of shift whistle shrieked as he secured the last rivet in place. He stripped off his gauntlets and ignoring the ache in his muscles made his way from the ship’s vast belly. His hobnail boots echoed off the wooden gangplank as he passed through the forest of slender boles scaffolding the ship’s growing hull onto the yard below.

He paid no attention to the crane booms swinging above him, or to the men traversing elevated girders like tightrope walkers working without a net. He merely joined the army of shipbuilders in their uniform of rolled sleeves, waistcoats and flat caps as they flooded out through the yard’s yawning gates to the screams of circling gulls, all eager to escape the taint of diesel and smoke and the sour miasma that characterised the dockside.

He was invited to the pub on the corner for a swift half, but he was in a strange mood and had no desire for company or drink. His hunger was starting to gnaw and he wanted to get back, so he made his excuses. Tipping his cap in farewell, he thrust his hands into his trouser pockets and set out across the cobbles for home.

His street was quiet when he finally turned into it. Mrs Higgins from number thirty-three was on her knees in her housecoat scrubbing her front doorstep, the bristles of her brush rasping against the stone. She looked up to him in greeting, her expression devoid of any warmth, but Jack knew that was just her way and took no offence; he merely nodded and offered her a curt ‘Evening’ back.

Further on, a group of boys were kicking a ball across the street, their boots thudding against the stitched leather. A miss kick sent it skittering Jack’s way and on another occasion he would have knocked it back, but today – though they waited expectantly, bracing themselves for its return – he just glowered and stepped past it. Their mocking taunts rang in his ears as the smallest lad trotted forward to retrieve it.

He glanced back at them as he mounted the step to his front door, but they had lost all interest in him and had returned to passing the ball with whooping jests and jeers. He pushed the door open and stepped inside.

He knew at once something was wrong. When he had left for work before seven, Jenny had been preparing the washing, while their mother sat at the table, smoking her first fag of the day. And yet, as he walked through the front room, there was no sweet smell of soap suds freshening the air and no damp clothes drying on wooden airers before the fire. He set down his knapsack. The house was quiet. The wall clock ticked through the silence, but beneath its soothing rhythm was a peculiar frisson. He became aware of his own breathing. He stood, listening, the hairs on the back of his neck rising.

‘Jenny?’