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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

He stumbled down the steps beyond the door, a cry of disbelief crawling out from the depths of his body. He whispered her name, his eyes wildly roaming as he tried to comprehend the horror before him. The bedsheet she lay upon was bunched in her clawed fingers.

‘Jesus, Jenny!’

He reached to touch her cheek, but instantly recoiled, burnt by the iciness of her skin. A keening cry escaped him as he took in the waxy sheen of her face, the blue lips, the vacant stare. He did not need a physician to tell him she was dead.

It was then he saw his mother, cowering in the corner of the room, her eyes wide – whether with shock or fear, he couldn’t tell. She was clutching a towel that might once have been a faded blue, but was now crimson. From its bottom edge, blood dripped to stain the worn slippers on her feet.

‘Mam …’ Jack gasped. His jaw moved impotently as he tried to raise his questions, but there were so many crowded in his mind, churning chaotically amongst the confusion and despair that he was unable to voice them. Darkness edged his vision. He feared his chest would burst with pain. He forced himself to breathe.

‘Mam … what … what …’

His mother’s fingers tightened on the blood-sodden towel.

‘Our Jenny …’

‘Mam, for God’s sake – tell us what happened?’

Her lips quivered. She retreated further into the corner, until her shoulders were hunched against its edges.

‘I couldn’t stop it … I couldn’t stop the bleeding.’

‘But why was she bleeding? Mam, the blood! What the hell happened?’

‘She said there’d be a bit of bleeding as it came away, like, but it just flowed from her, flowed and flowed, it wouldn’t stop, it ne’er stopped, and our Jenny was moaning in agony and I couldn’t do a thing …’

‘Who said there’d be bleeding?’ It only took one stride for Jack to reach her. He grabbed the tops of her arms, his fingers biting cruelly into their loose flesh as he bored into his mother’s empty expression. ‘Mam, tell us … tell us now,’ he shouted, shaking her once, twice, until her head tipped back and forth.

‘Oh, damnit it all, Jack, she had gotten herself into trouble,’ his mother cried out. ‘She got herself knocked up and the dad didn’t want to know so I told her she’d have to get rid of it. I got a woman in to sort her out.’

‘Jesus, Mam, what have you done?’ His fingers flared open as he staggered back. He clutched his head as he caught sight of his sister’s ruined body, lifeless on the bed. ‘What have you done?’ he echoed.