Back The Memory Keeper
Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. 1. Highly Superior Autobiographical Memory (HSAM for Short)
  4. 2. The Brain
  5. 3. Temporal Lobe
  6. 4. Hippo Brain
  7. 5. Limbic System
  8. 6. Gone with the Cerebellum
  9. 7. Meninges
  10. 8. Give Me a C
  11. 9. Declarative Memory
  12. 10. Golden Gate Corpus Callosum
  13. 11. The Brain Stem Is a Spy
  14. 12. Frontal Lobe
  15. 13. Skull
  16. 14. Basal Ganglia
  17. 15. Snap, Crackle, Pop
  18. 16. Flashbulb Memory
  19. 17. Sensory Stage
  20. 18. Insula the Great
  21. 19. Amygdala
  22. 20. Dendrites
  23. 21. Engram Cells: The Brain Instagram
  24. 22. Medulla Oblongata
  25. 23. Cerebrum
  26. 24. Hypothalamus
  27. 25. Glial Cells: The Stars of the Show
  28. 26. Thalamus: The Inner Chamber
  29. 27. Neurotransmitters
  30. 28. The Outer Zone of the Cerebral Cortex
  31. 29. Axon
  32. 30. Occipital Lobe
  33. 31. Soma
  34. 32. Breaking Our DNA
  35. 33. Myelin
  36. 34. Nodes of Ranvier
  37. 35. Saltatory Conduction
  38. 36. Von Economo Neurons
  39. 37. Lulu’s Journal
  40. Acknowledgments
  41. About the Author

He opens his eyes and stares. “Is that what you think? That I gave up on her? I left the country I love for her. I offered to give up my marriage for her. No, little one, I never gave up on her. She gave up on me.”

“Why did you marry Margaret if you loved my gram? You both worked so hard to find each other again. How could you marry someone else?”

He sighs. “My biggest weakness is I always wanted my Tatyana to be happy. I would do anything for this. When her friend Margaret tells me that Tatyana wants to date another boy but is afraid of hurting my feelings? I am hurt, yes. But more importantly, I want Tatyana to have everything she wants. I don’t want her to be with me unless she loves me as I love her. Margaret says the only way to push Tatyana to date this boy she likes so much is if Margaret and I start to date.”

I let out the air I’ve been holding in a rush. “She tricked you!”

“Da, she tricked me. I think Tatyana’s friend is so sweet to make sure she is happy. At my wedding to Margaret, I am confused when I ask Tatyana where her boyfriend is and she tells me she isn’t dating the boy anymore. She is crying, so I think it’s because the boy broke her heart.”

“But it was because she loved you and you married someone else. Did she tell you?”

He shakes his head sadly. “No, she would never do that. Margaret confessed it to me. Her conscience finally bothered her and she wanted me to know why she’d done it. That she loved me.”

I want to cry for my gram and this giant of a man in front of me. “But why did you stay married to Margaret? She lied to you.”

A look of pain flickers in his eyes. “Tatyana wanted me to be nobler than I am. She begged me not to betray my promise. To be loyal to one’s promises—it was everything to her. So I stayed married to Margaret. But if your babushka would have said yes, we would be together right now.”

“What does Margaret think?” I can’t help but feel sorry for his wife—the woman I thought I hated only minutes ago. It’s funny how fast feelings can change when you know the whole story. I’m still mad at Margaret for betraying Gram. But I feel bad that she’s married to a man who will always love another woman.

“We never speak of it.” His laughter is tinged with bitterness. “She prefers it that way.”

“What happened in Russia? I think I know why Gram and her mom left the country. Was it because my great-grandma fell in love with Mark?”