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Chapters (61)
  1. Title page
  2. Copyright
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Chapter 49
  53. Chapter 50
  54. Chapter 51
  55. Chapter 52
  56. Chapter 53
  57. Chapter 54
  58. Chapter 55
  59. Acknowledgments
  60. About the Author

“Mom,” Jude said awkwardly, keeping one hand on NATO to keep him from bolting to bestow doggie kisses upon her. “Fancy meeting you here!”

Cady spent exactly two seconds narrowing her eyes first at Jude and then at Free before turning 100 percent of her attention to me.

Walking toward her, I was fairly certain that this was about to get ugly, but before she could say anything, before I could say anything—about the rocks, the hash marks, the tree—a loud, sharp bark broke through the summer air.

At first, I thought it was Pad, thought that she’d found something, but then I realized that the golden retriever was standing just behind Cady. NATO, Duchess, Saskia, Silver… they were all here.

The barking came from farther down.

I pushed past Cady, pushed toward the clearing. I told myself that the rangers might have brought in another team, that the feds might have had an SAR expert of their own, but the deep tenor of the bark suggested that the K9 in question was large.

As large for its species as Mackinnon Wade was for his.

I broke through the tree line, and the world fell into slow motion. Mac’s dog was barking, nose to the ground.

“Cadaver dog.” I heard myself say the words. “Mac’s dog is trained to find bodies.”

Human remains.

I thought of Bella, of rocks laid in a perfect circle and hash marks scratched into the bark of a tree. Someone had come back to this place, again and again. It held meaning—for someone.

“Kira.” Cady came up behind me, wrapping an arm around me and coaxing my head onto her shoulder. “It’s okay. I promise you—you’re going to be okay.”

I wanted to really hear those words. I wanted to believe them. But I couldn’t, because as Mac bent down to mark the spot his dog had indicated, the animal lumbered through the clearing, nose in air, then started pawing at another spot, a few feet away.

The cadaver dog barked. More remains. When Mac came to mark that spot, the K9 repeated the process.

Again.

And again.

Chapter 37

I’d thought that the worst-case scenario was that the search for Bella ended with a body. Instead, it ended with five. Five unmarked graves, one visibly more recent than the others.

I tried not to think about Bella’s blanket, about her mother.

Soon, the place was crawling with feds. The sheriff’s men ushered us to the side. At some point, someone draped a rough brown blanket over my shoulders. Like I was capable of feeling the chill that came with nightfall.

Or like I was in shock.

The sheriff arrived not long after they removed the first body. When I looked for Gabriel, I realized, through a thick fog in my brain, that he was gone.

“Come on.” Cady squatted beside me. “You don’t need to see this.”

See this.

See this.