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Chapters (61)
  1. Title page
  2. Copyright
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Chapter 49
  53. Chapter 50
  54. Chapter 51
  55. Chapter 52
  56. Chapter 53
  57. Chapter 54
  58. Chapter 55
  59. Acknowledgments
  60. About the Author

My voice caught in my throat, but I pushed the words out. “We’re good.” I felt like I should say something else, but I’m sorry wouldn’t come. Instead, I knelt to Saskia’s level. “Find Bella.”

Saskia took off again. Gabriel and I set off in the same direction.

“I’m game to ignore the drop of rain I just felt if you are,” he informed me a few minutes later.

I upped my pace. “I’m game.”

Chapter 19

The rain picked up. A clap of thunder sounded overhead, and I felt it, all the way to my bones.

“I don’t like the look of those clouds,” Gabriel told me. “I’m not saying we have to head back to base camp. I’m just saying that most people with smaller self-destructive streaks than mine would probably agree that we should.”

I stopped listening to Gabriel and started listening for Saskia. Horizontal lightning cut across the darkened sky. I brought my index fingers to my mouth and let out a sharp whistle. I trained my gaze in the direction Saskia had gone, waiting.

Nothing.

“Saskia should have checked back by now,” I said.

Gabriel scanned our surroundings and diverted from the path we’d been on a moment before. “She came this way.”

We moved fast and in tandem. The sky blackened, like ink spilling onto a page. On the radio, the call came in for us to take shelter.

It’s just rain, I told myself. But that just rain was suddenly pelting us hard enough to leave marks.

Gabriel pressed past me, taking the worst of it as the wind beat against us.

“I don’t need you to protect me,” I bit out.

Saskia was my responsibility. Not Gabriel’s, not Cady’s—mine. Four years earlier, someone had dumped a bone-thin and bleeding adolescent husky on our property. She’d bristled if you looked at her, skittered backward if you stepped forward, and snapped when you got too close. Cady had managed to treat her wounds but ordered Jude and me to stay away.

I hadn’t. From the moment I’d seen her, from the moment she bared her teeth at me—Saskia was mine.

“Did you hear that?” Gabriel’s face was lit by another bolt of lightning—closer this time.

I froze, listening. Second after second ticked by—long enough for me to think of all the predators who lived in the mountains. Long enough for me to remember what Saskia’s coat had looked like, knotted with blood.

“I don’t hear anything.” The words felt rough against my throat.

Gabriel held up one hand. I stilled—and then I heard it. Faint but audible.

Saskia. Within the span of a heartbeat, I’d taken off running toward the distant sound of barking, toward her. The closer I got, the harder I ran.