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Chapters (61)
  1. Title page
  2. Copyright
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Chapter 49
  53. Chapter 50
  54. Chapter 51
  55. Chapter 52
  56. Chapter 53
  57. Chapter 54
  58. Chapter 55
  59. Acknowledgments
  60. About the Author

Almost as abruptly as the memory had come on, it was gone. I let my fingers curl into fists to keep my hands from shaking and led Saskia away from the river. I steered her toward the mountain, pushing the boundaries of the search area I had been assigned. Men like the park rangers looked at a picture of a lost little girl and saw an innocent, a victim, someone helpless and fragile and small.

They had no idea what a child was capable of—really capable of—when the civilized world melted away and nothing but instinct remained.

On some level, I was aware of a call coming in on my radio. On some level, I was aware that darkness was falling, that I’d gone too far. But I just kept pushing. Just a little farther up the mountain. Just a little farther off the path.

I couldn’t even see Saskia. She had to be getting tired, but like me, she wouldn’t give up, wouldn’t back down, wouldn’t—

“Kira.” Cady’s voice on the radio cut through the laser focus that had driven me up this path. “Are you there?”

I hesitated, just for a second, before lifting the radio to my mouth. “I’m here,” I said. “Saskia and I haven’t found anything, but we’re still looking.”

Still climbing, still running, still going.

“Give me your coordinates, and I’ll have someone meet you.” Cady had to have known that every fiber of my being would fight coming in, but she’d painstakingly taught me that there was no room for fight or flight in SAR. Instincts were good—necessary, even—but the human partner had to work within certain parameters, by certain rules.

I could give Cady my coordinates now, or I could forget about continuing the search tomorrow.

“Coordinates,” I said, my throat dry.

I will find you. That had been my silent promise to Bella. I will bring you home.

“Kira,” Cady said. “You’re cutting out.”

I wasn’t cutting out. I was stalling. A sound in the distance sliced through the mountain air. It took me a moment to realize what it was.

Three barks.

I was sure that I’d imagined it, willed it into being, heard it the way I sometimes heard or saw or felt things in a place in my mind that seemed real. My pulse pounding in my throat, I fixed my eyes on a clearing in the trees. If Saskia had found something, she’d circle back and give the signal a second time.

Find. Recall. Re-find.

A blur of white burst through the clearing. Saskia barreled toward me, and I knew, just from the way she was running, that I hadn’t imagined anything. She bounded up to me—joyful, wild, free—and barked.

Three times.

Chapter 12