Chapters (61)
- Title page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
“What are you doing?” I asked him. “What is this?”
Very slowly, he straightened his body. He dropped his arms to his side. “Behind you.”
As I turned, I became acutely aware of the world around us. The smell of dirt. The sound of Free and Jude and the dogs on the ledge.
The feeling of being watched.
I scanned our surroundings, pushed back against the sound of my own heartbeat, my breath, and listened. I heard nothing, but my head swiveled to the left of its own accord. There, in a tree less than ten feet away, I made out two eyes glowing an unearthly yellow.
Reflecting the sun, I thought, but the words were distant, like someone else had thought them and I’d only overheard. My own thoughts—the ones I lived and breathed and felt rushing like blood through my veins—were entirely focused on the shape of the animal watching us from that tree.
Bigger than Girl. Faster.
“Mountain lion,” Gabriel said. “They rarely attack humans.”
That was what he thought.
That was what the statistics said.
That wasn’t the message I received from the liquid grace with which the predator leapt down from the tree.
Food. Hungry. I remembered being hungry. I remembered hunting.
I remembered being prey.
The mountain lion stood between us and the others. Saskia was the first one to notice. I knew her. I knew what she looked like when she was on the verge of a lunge.
“Stay.” The word burst out of me. Saskia growled, and the mountain lion’s head swiveled from me to her.
No.
I took a step forward. Gabriel caught my arm, but I shook him off. Another step, and the animal’s gaze was right back on me. I knew better than to corner a predator. I also knew that Saskia’s control was even more tenuous than mine.
“Don’t turn around,” I told Gabriel, fighting the instinct to lower my voice. “Raise your hands. Make noise.”
The way to fight a predator was to convince it you were the bigger threat.
“Don’t look away,” I continued, my eyes on the cat’s as I felt a scream bubbling up in my own throat. Not terror. Not fear. Rage was a human word. The yell I let out when the cat took a languid step toward us was anything but.
Beside me Gabriel added his own voice to the chaos, stomping, taking up space, staring the mountain lion straight in the eye. The animal eyed us for a moment, then made a chuffing sound, deep in its throat.
But it didn’t come any closer.
As quickly as it had begun, it was over, the mountain lion melting back into the wilderness—all 130 pounds of it.
Sharp teeth. Strong jaw. Claws. Lethal. The drumbeat of warnings thrumming in my brain persisted long after the threat was gone.
“You okay?” Gabriel asked me.
“I’m fine.”