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Chapters (61)
  1. Title page
  2. Copyright
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Chapter 49
  53. Chapter 50
  54. Chapter 51
  55. Chapter 52
  56. Chapter 53
  57. Chapter 54
  58. Chapter 55
  59. Acknowledgments
  60. About the Author

I fixed my gaze at a point in the crowd—a child, maybe two or three years old. He had dark hair and chubby, sun-kissed cheeks, and he was staring, wide-eyed, at Saskia.

“Sass and I are fine,” I said, keeping my eyes focused on the child and tuning everything else out. As if to prove my point, Saskia docilely observed a butterfly flutter by. The child watched, delighted.

And then Saskia snapped her teeth and swallowed the butterfly in a single gulp.

The toddler threw back his head and howled.

Jude glanced at Free, then cleared his throat. “We shall speak of this no more.”

Quite pleased with herself, Saskia cast triumphant looks at Duchess and NATO and settled back by my side. I watched as a woman about Cady’s age bent to pick up the screaming toddler. Her arms curved around his sturdy little body, and he laid his chubby cheek against her chest. I ached, watching them. Not because I couldn’t remember my own mother. Not even for little Bella, lost in the woods.

I ached because I didn’t want to be held. Most of the time, I didn’t want to be touched at all.

It was a minute or more before Bales Bennett made his way through the crowd toward us, a youngish woman I didn’t recognize by his side. He introduced her as Angela Anthony, Bella’s mother. Dark smudges marred the skin under her gray eyes. She looked like a breeze could have blown her away, but the animal part of my brain said that Bella’s mother could kill every person here—every single one—if it meant bringing Bella home.

“Mrs. Anthony.” The sheriff intervened before she could say anything to us. “What are you doing here? You should be at the hotel. You need sleep.”

The reply was immediate and guttural. “I need my baby.”

I had no word for the shuddering emotion in her tone. Like gnawing hunger. Like a jagged cut. I couldn’t label the feeling, but I knew it, viscerally.

“Cadence Bennett.” The sheriff shifted his attention to Cady. “It’s been a while.”

“Brad.” My foster mother returned his greeting. “Or should I say Sheriff?”

“I appreciate your coming all this way.” The sheriff showed too much teeth for my liking as he spoke. “But the rangers have already been over the campsite.”

“Not with these dogs,” Bales interjected. “My daughter’s the best in the world at training rescue animals. The rangers have already indicated that they’ll welcome her help.”

Subtext wasn’t my forte, but I knew, in my gut, the importance of hierarchy and competition and strength.

Cady was joining this search—whether the sheriff liked it or not.

“We might find something.” Cady addressed those words equally to the sheriff and Bella’s mother. “We might not. But I’d like to try.”