Chapters (61)
- Title page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
I couldn’t fight a gun—not with claws and teeth, not with every instinct I had. All I could do was this. I could keep my hand up. I could keep Saskia from attacking. I could keep Ness’s attention on me.
“Ash got out.” I repeated myself, my voice louder this time, steadier. If Ness Ashby wanted to shoot someone, she could shoot me. She could listen to me telling her what she wanted to hear, realize that I was lying, and shoot me.
“Kira.” Cady saw what I was doing. More than that, she saw that it might work.
“Everyone wondered how I survived,” I said, willing Ness to listen, willing her to aim at me and not Jude. Not at Cady, not at Sass—at me. “A little girl, all alone in the woods for weeks.” A few days ago, I might not have sounded so close to it—so sure. I waited until I was sure that I had the whole of Ness’s attention, and then I lied. “I wasn’t alone.”
I bent down and pulled up the leg of my jeans, revealing the deep, ridged scars around my ankle. “There was a trap.” If I could just keep talking, if I could just keep saying things that were true, maybe I could distract her from the one thing that wasn’t. “I saw a wolf caught in one, early on. Later, it was me.” My mouth tasted metallic. The memory smelled like rust—like blood. “Somebody tipped the police off about my mother’s body. Someone told them about me.” I swallowed. “Someone found me dying in that trap and let me go.”
“You’re a bad liar,” Ness said, her voice low.
Survival wasn’t just about being the fastest or the strongest or the one who refused to die. When it came to confrontations, survival was just as much about bluffing, about pretending strength, when you had none.
“Some people,” I said, my voice humming in a way that didn’t sound small or scared or human at all, “don’t want to be found. Ash chose to go back in. Is it so hard to believe that he might have chosen to disappear? That something might have pulled him to check in on Cady, year after year?”
One second I was standing there, and the next, Ness had me backed up against the wall, the barrel of the gun digging into my throat.
Good. Let her shoot me. Let her kill me. I could hear Saskia snarling, hear Cady and Jude trying to keep her under control.
It won’t last.
“You expect me to believe,” Ness said icily, “that my son disappeared in the depths of a South American jungle eighteen years ago, but that he just happened to reappear, years later, in the woods on the outskirts of a nowhere little town, to save you?”