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Chapters (61)
  1. Title page
  2. Copyright
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Chapter 49
  53. Chapter 50
  54. Chapter 51
  55. Chapter 52
  56. Chapter 53
  57. Chapter 54
  58. Chapter 55
  59. Acknowledgments
  60. About the Author

I couldn’t fight a gun—not with claws and teeth, not with every instinct I had. All I could do was this. I could keep my hand up. I could keep Saskia from attacking. I could keep Ness’s attention on me.

“Ash got out.” I repeated myself, my voice louder this time, steadier. If Ness Ashby wanted to shoot someone, she could shoot me. She could listen to me telling her what she wanted to hear, realize that I was lying, and shoot me.

“Kira.” Cady saw what I was doing. More than that, she saw that it might work.

“Everyone wondered how I survived,” I said, willing Ness to listen, willing her to aim at me and not Jude. Not at Cady, not at Sass—at me. “A little girl, all alone in the woods for weeks.” A few days ago, I might not have sounded so close to it—so sure. I waited until I was sure that I had the whole of Ness’s attention, and then I lied. “I wasn’t alone.”

I bent down and pulled up the leg of my jeans, revealing the deep, ridged scars around my ankle. “There was a trap.” If I could just keep talking, if I could just keep saying things that were true, maybe I could distract her from the one thing that wasn’t. “I saw a wolf caught in one, early on. Later, it was me.” My mouth tasted metallic. The memory smelled like rust—like blood. “Somebody tipped the police off about my mother’s body. Someone told them about me.” I swallowed. “Someone found me dying in that trap and let me go.”

“You’re a bad liar,” Ness said, her voice low.

Survival wasn’t just about being the fastest or the strongest or the one who refused to die. When it came to confrontations, survival was just as much about bluffing, about pretending strength, when you had none.

“Some people,” I said, my voice humming in a way that didn’t sound small or scared or human at all, “don’t want to be found. Ash chose to go back in. Is it so hard to believe that he might have chosen to disappear? That something might have pulled him to check in on Cady, year after year?”

One second I was standing there, and the next, Ness had me backed up against the wall, the barrel of the gun digging into my throat.

Good. Let her shoot me. Let her kill me. I could hear Saskia snarling, hear Cady and Jude trying to keep her under control.

It won’t last.

“You expect me to believe,” Ness said icily, “that my son disappeared in the depths of a South American jungle eighteen years ago, but that he just happened to reappear, years later, in the woods on the outskirts of a nowhere little town, to save you?”