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Chapters (61)
  1. Title page
  2. Copyright
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Chapter 49
  53. Chapter 50
  54. Chapter 51
  55. Chapter 52
  56. Chapter 53
  57. Chapter 54
  58. Chapter 55
  59. Acknowledgments
  60. About the Author

I pried the door open. Somehow, Gabriel made it inside first. I felt Duchess flying by us, but visually, the only thing I could see was the outline of NATO’s form on the ground.

“No,” I said. “Not after Silver. I can’t—”

“Kira.” I heard Free, but it took me a moment to realize that she’d somehow made her way past me and was kneeling next to NATO. “He’s got a pulse.”

Alive. I made my way toward them. He’s alive. I went to the ground and laid a hand on NATO’s neck. Beside me, Duchess whined. Saskia was still howling. My hands searched NATO for an injury but found nothing. He stirred beneath my touch. He tried to climb to his feet but stumbled.

“Ketamine.” Gabriel’s voice was tight. “The vet uses it to knock animals out. He’ll be groggy.…”

Whatever else Gabriel was saying, I didn’t hear it. The world slowed down around me, because Saskia was still howling, and NATO was trying to drag himself toward the back of the barn, and all I could think was that no one had seen Jude.

Ness had disappeared, and no one had seen Jude.

I took off in the direction that NATO was trying to go. There, at the back of the barn, a dozen rocks lay in a neat circle. In the middle of the circle, there was a large envelope. Behind it, a single white candle burned, the flame flickering before my eyes.

Unable to hear anything but the sound of my own ragged breathing, I bent to pick up the envelope. Before I could think better of it, I slid my finger beneath the flap, tearing it open. The sting of a paper cut barely registered as I removed the contents.

Three items.

The first was a map. A quick glance told me that someone had marked a spot, deep in the depths of the park, with a thick red X. The next two items were photographs. The first was one I’d never seen: Cady and Mac and Ash, older than they’d been in the last picture I’d seen—early twenties. Mac’s expression was still serious. Ash’s devil-may-care grin had taken on an edge. And Cady looked…

Happy.

I turned the picture over, half expecting a caption, but the back was blank. Ignoring the tightness in my chest, I turned my attention to the second photograph. It was facedown, and for several long seconds, I couldn’t bring myself to turn it over.

Free reached over and did it for me. Her sharp intake of breath was the only warning I got before the face in that photo cut me, straight to the core.