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Chapters (61)
  1. Title page
  2. Copyright
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Chapter 49
  53. Chapter 50
  54. Chapter 51
  55. Chapter 52
  56. Chapter 53
  57. Chapter 54
  58. Chapter 55
  59. Acknowledgments
  60. About the Author

Jude had a habit of making up words. Being Jude, he was also optimistic that each and every one would be added to the dictionary, if only he used them regularly enough.

“I have to say, sister mine,” Jude continued seriously, “I think this is shaping up to be the best summer of our lives.”

“You say that every summer.”

“And every summer,” Jude countered, “I am correct!”

The sound of the hushed conversation in the kitchen gave way to silence. I tensed, preparing myself for an explosion. With Cady, it was always calmest right before the storm.

“How dare you come here, unannounced and asking for favors?” Cady’s voice cut through the silence, rising in volume and pitch. Her tone was sharp enough to draw blood, but beneath the anger, I could hear something dark and cavernous. She wasn’t just furious. Inside, she was bleeding. “I came to you,” Cady said roughly. “Do you remember that? Do you remember me begging you to help us find Ash? I would have done anything to get him back, and you wouldn’t even pick up a phone.”

“I loved that boy, same as you did, Cadence, but there are some doors better left closed.”

What doors? I thought. What boy?

For once, Jude didn’t immediately pipe up to put some ridiculously positive spin on the situation. Cady had told us very little about Jude’s father, other than the fact that she’d loved him. Jude had come up with a thousand theories about his “mysterious sire,” each more elaborate than the last, but we’d never heard so much as a name.

I loved that boy, same as you did.

Without meaning to, I leaned my body into Jude’s. He rested his forehead against mine.

“That wasn’t your decision to make,” Cady said down below, and somehow, even though her voice had gotten quiet again, I could hear every word. “It was my life, and my choice, and Ash was worth it to me.”

Another silence stretched out between father and daughter. My body tensed, the way Saskia’s had when I’d given her the command to stay. I knew, logically, that I couldn’t physically protect Cady from an emotional onslaught, but there were some parts of my brain where logic meant nothing.

Cady was mine. Jude was mine. I’d tear this man apart before I let him hurt them.

The touch of something cold and wet on the back of my elbow was the only warning I got before Silver wedged herself between Jude and me. Her ears flicked forward, on high alert.

“Now, ladies,” Jude said, casting a stern glance at both the German shepherd and me. “Physically attacking our mother’s father would be a grandchildly and grandpuppy no-no.”