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Chapters (61)
  1. Title page
  2. Copyright
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Chapter 49
  53. Chapter 50
  54. Chapter 51
  55. Chapter 52
  56. Chapter 53
  57. Chapter 54
  58. Chapter 55
  59. Acknowledgments
  60. About the Author

Founding families. I thought about the book the librarian had given me. I tried to keep thinking, but an unsettled feeling slithered through my gut. Why didn’t Gabriel say something? Why pretend he had no idea what the Circle was?

The sheriff slammed the folder shut, hard enough to shake the table. I flinched. Was he trying to scare me? Maybe he’d expected me to say something. Maybe I’d waited too long to reply.

This room was too small.

The door was shut.

I felt a change in his demeanor, like the rattle on a snake, sending warning vibrations in the air. An instant later, all trace of tension on the sheriff’s face was gone, like I’d imagined it, like he’d never lost his temper.

“What were you doing in Alden yesterday?” The question was reasonable, and so, his manner implied, was the man.

Answer. Answer, and he won’t hurt you. Answer, and he’ll leave you alone.

“We heard there was a development in the search for Bella.”

“Who heard?” the sheriff prodded. “You?”

No. Gabriel was the one with the police scanner. He was the one who’d decided to go—the rest of us had tagged along for the ride.

“I am not your enemy here,” the sheriff told me.

The muscles in the back of my neck tightened, one by one. He’d scared me. He’d tried to scare me. “You’re not my friend.”

The sheriff flipped open a second folder. There was a photograph on top: a filthy child crouched in the corner of a hospital room, her hair in knots, her skin caked with mud and blood.

If I’d been capable of moving, I would have squeezed my eyes shut.

“You’ve had a difficult life.” The sheriff turned the picture around so that I was staring straight into the eyes of my younger self. “I understand that, Kira. I understand how you could look at someone like Gabriel and feel like you were looking at some dark, twisted version of yourself.”

I couldn’t look away from the photo. If the sheriff had thought this would jar me into talking, he’d miscalculated.

He’d shown me Girl.

“How strong you must have been,” the sheriff murmured, “to survive.”

Jaw hurts. I was grinding my teeth. Inside I was shaking. Outside, I was frozen. Everything hurts.

“How naïve of Cady,” the sheriff continued gently, “to think that you could ever be anything but an animal.”

No.

“A dirty little animal. That’s what you are, isn’t it? If you weren’t, you’d want to help Bella. You’d want to help me.” He was standing. He was walking around to my side of the table. “I’m sure Gabriel has been filling your head with lies. He likes to talk, and he’s perceptive enough to use your…history to try for common ground.”