Chapters (61)
- Title page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
Founding families. I thought about the book the librarian had given me. I tried to keep thinking, but an unsettled feeling slithered through my gut. Why didn’t Gabriel say something? Why pretend he had no idea what the Circle was?
The sheriff slammed the folder shut, hard enough to shake the table. I flinched. Was he trying to scare me? Maybe he’d expected me to say something. Maybe I’d waited too long to reply.
This room was too small.
The door was shut.
I felt a change in his demeanor, like the rattle on a snake, sending warning vibrations in the air. An instant later, all trace of tension on the sheriff’s face was gone, like I’d imagined it, like he’d never lost his temper.
“What were you doing in Alden yesterday?” The question was reasonable, and so, his manner implied, was the man.
Answer. Answer, and he won’t hurt you. Answer, and he’ll leave you alone.
“We heard there was a development in the search for Bella.”
“Who heard?” the sheriff prodded. “You?”
No. Gabriel was the one with the police scanner. He was the one who’d decided to go—the rest of us had tagged along for the ride.
“I am not your enemy here,” the sheriff told me.
The muscles in the back of my neck tightened, one by one. He’d scared me. He’d tried to scare me. “You’re not my friend.”
The sheriff flipped open a second folder. There was a photograph on top: a filthy child crouched in the corner of a hospital room, her hair in knots, her skin caked with mud and blood.
If I’d been capable of moving, I would have squeezed my eyes shut.
“You’ve had a difficult life.” The sheriff turned the picture around so that I was staring straight into the eyes of my younger self. “I understand that, Kira. I understand how you could look at someone like Gabriel and feel like you were looking at some dark, twisted version of yourself.”
I couldn’t look away from the photo. If the sheriff had thought this would jar me into talking, he’d miscalculated.
He’d shown me Girl.
“How strong you must have been,” the sheriff murmured, “to survive.”
Jaw hurts. I was grinding my teeth. Inside I was shaking. Outside, I was frozen. Everything hurts.
“How naïve of Cady,” the sheriff continued gently, “to think that you could ever be anything but an animal.”
No.
“A dirty little animal. That’s what you are, isn’t it? If you weren’t, you’d want to help Bella. You’d want to help me.” He was standing. He was walking around to my side of the table. “I’m sure Gabriel has been filling your head with lies. He likes to talk, and he’s perceptive enough to use your…history to try for common ground.”