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Strike one. I grinned. ‘I can tell from your voice. What is it? The Midi?’
‘Not quite,’ she said. But now she was smiling.
You can learn a lot from talking to children. Names, professions, the small details that give an impersonation that invaluable authentic touch. Most internet passwords consist of some child’s name, a spouse’s, even a pet’s.
‘Annie, shouldn’t you be at school?’
‘Not today. It’s a holiday. Besides . . .’ She looked at the door with its hand-lettered notice.
‘Closed due to bereavement,’ I said.
She nodded.
‘Who died?’ That bright-red coat seemed less than funereal, and there was nothing in her face that suggested grief.
Annie said nothing for a moment, but I caught the gleam in her blue-grey eyes, their expression slightly haughty now, as if debating whether my question might be impertinent or genuinely sympathetic.
I let her stare. I’m used to being stared at. It happens, sometimes, even in Paris, where beautiful women are more than plentiful. I say beautiful – but that’s an illusion, the very simplest of glamours, barely magic at all. A tilt of the head, a certain walk, clothes befitting the moment, and anyone can do the same.
Well, almost anyone.
I fixed the girl with my brightest smile, sweet and cocky and slightly rueful, becoming for a second the tousled elder sister she has never had, the glamorous rebel, Gauloise in hand, who wears tight skirts and neon colours and in whose impractical shoes I know she secretly longs to be.
‘Don’t you want to tell me?’ I said.
She looked at me for a second more. An elder child, if I ever saw one; tired, so tired of having to be good, and perilously close to the age of revolt. Her colours were unusually clear; in them I read some wilfulness, some sadness, a touch of anger and a bright thread of something that I could not quite identify.
‘Come on, Annie. Tell me. Who died?’
‘My mother,’ she said. ‘Vianne Rocher.’
2
Wednesday, 31st October
VIANNE ROCHER. IT’S been a long time since I wore that name. Like a coat, well-loved but long since put away, I’d almost forgotten how good it felt, how very warm and comfortable. I’ve changed my name so many times – both our names, changing from village to village as we followed the wind – that I should have outgrown this wish by now. Vianne Rocher is long dead. And yet—
And yet I enjoyed being Vianne Rocher. I liked the shape of the word in their mouths. Vianne, like a smile. Like a word of welcome.
I have a new name now, of course, not so different from the old. I have a life; a better life, some might say. But it’s not the same. Because of Rosette; because of Anouk; because of everything we left behind in Lansquenet-sous-Tannes, that Easter when the wind changed.