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I could feel the nervous tension in her, banked and ready to explode. It was surely not the loss of the dish – in my experience women like Yanne Charbonneau don’t go to pieces over a bit of broken glass. But the oddest things can trigger the blast: a bad day, a headache, the kindness of strangers.
And then I saw it from the corner of my eye, hunched beneath the counter-top.
It was a bright orange-gold, and clumsily drawn, but it was clear enough from the long curly tail and bright little eyes that it was supposed to be some kind of monkey. I turned abruptly to see it face-on, and it bared its pointed teeth at me before blinking back into empty air.
‘Bam,’ said Rosette.
There was a long, long silence.
I picked up the dish – it was blue Murano glass, delicately fluted at the edges. I’d heard it smash like the sound of firecrackers going off; scattering shrapnel across the tiles. And yet here it was, unbroken in my hand. No accident.
Bam, I thought.
Under my feet I could still feel the spilled bonbons grinding like teeth. And now Yanne Charbonneau was watching me in a fearful silence that spun and spun like a silk cocoon.
I could have said, well, that was lucky, or just put back the dish without a word, but it was now or never, I told myself. Strike at once, while resistance is low. There may not be another chance.
And so I stood up, looked Yanne straight in the eyes and levelled at her all the charm that I could muster.
‘It’s all right,’ I said. ‘I know what you need.’
For a moment she stiffened and held my gaze, her expression all defiance and haughty incomprehension.
Then I took her arm, and smiled.
‘Hot chocolate,’ I told her gently. ‘Hot chocolate, to my special recipe. Chilli and nutmeg, with Armagnac and a dash of black pepper. Come on. No arguments. Bring the brat.’
Silently she followed me into the kitchen.
I was in.
PART THREE
Two Rabbit
1
Wednesday, 14th November
I NEVER WANTED to be a witch. Never even dreamed of it – though my mother swore she could hear me calling months before I appeared on the scene. I don’t remember that, of course. My early childhood was a blur of places, scents and people passing fast as trains; crossing borders without papers; travelling under different names; leaving cheap hotels at night; seeing the dawn in a new place every day, and running, always running, even then. As if the only way to survive was to run through every artery, vein, capillary on the map, leaving nothing – not even our shadows – behind.
You choose your family, Mother said. My father had apparently not been chosen.
‘What would we need with him, Vianne? Fathers don’t count. It’s just you and me.’