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Chapters (64)
  1. Cover
  2. Also by Rebecca Stead
  3. Dedication
  4. The Sound of Corn
  5. Angelica
  6. News
  7. Jesse
  8. Magic
  9. Happiness
  10. Practice Butter
  11. Miriam
  12. A Different Way
  13. Box!
  14. Drop Everything and Worry
  15. The Second Family Meeting
  16. What If
  17. The October Spelling Party
  18. The November Spelling Party
  19. The December Spelling Party
  20. January (Finally)
  21. Sisters
  22. Sisters
  23. Sisters
  24. Sisters
  25. Sisters
  26. Sisters
  27. The January Spelling Party
  28. The February Spelling Party
  29. Downright Fancy
  30. Invitations
  31. Under M
  32. Walking and Talking
  33. The March Spelling Party
  34. Bat
  35. Box
  36. News
  37. Chicken
  38. Messages
  39. Jesse
  40. Definitely Maybe
  41. Jesse
  42. Please Don’t Take
  43. The Colonial Breakfast
  44. The April Spelling Party
  45. The Last Bat Shot
  46. RSVP
  47. Box
  48. The Loft
  49. I Told Miriam
  50. I Told Miriam
  51. I Told Miriam
  52. I Told Miriam
  53. I Told Miriam
  54. Oyster
  55. The Wedding
  56. Let’s Do This
  57. Vows
  58. Portage
  59. Followed by Food and Dancing
  60. Sisters
  61. Brothers
  62. Acknowledgments
  63. What’s next onyour reading list?

Melissa and Mom were singing. Lizette and her grandmother were singing. Then it was everyone. The whole garden was singing. You’ll never know, dear, how much I love you. Please don’t take my sunshine away.

I felt frozen. But then Dad took my hand, and I saw that Jesse had Sonia’s hand, and Dad had Jesse’s, and the four of us were connected.

The song started again: You are my sunshine, my only sunshine.

Mission turned away and started to walk out of the garden, toward the restaurant, the same way Dad and Jesse had just walked in. We followed with our eyes, and the singing stayed strong.

At the steps, he turned around, and we could see his face again. We all saw the moment his eyes landed on the cake.

It was on a round table, which Sheila had covered with a tablecloth. Mission walked over to the table and stared. Lizette’s grandmother had made the cake so beautiful. Tiny flowers all over it. The two tiny grooms standing on top in their suits. Sheila had even painted their ties to match what Jesse and Dad were wearing.

Dad squeezed my hand. “It’s only a cake,” he said. At first, I thought he was talking to me, but I realized he was talking to Jesse, whose face was like stone.

We waited. And waited. Mission was still looking at that cake and the love that had been poured all over it. And then he pushed the cake off the table. It fell on the ground. He looked at it for another couple of seconds, like he wasn’t sure it was really down there.

Everyone stopped singing.

Uncle Frank stood up, fast, and walked back to where Mission was standing. I wondered if he was going to hit Mission. Dad let go of my hand and started up the aisle toward them, but Jesse said, “Daniel. Don’t.” And Dad stopped halfway there.

Uncle Frank didn’t hit Mission. He put his face right next to Mission’s and said, “It’s time to go now.”

I held my breath.

And then Mission ran up the steps, out of the garden, into the restaurant. From where I stood, I could see all the way through the dining room to the rectangle of sunlight that was the glass door to the sidewalk. I was afraid that Mission would start breaking things in there, but he didn’t. He just kept walking away from us until he stood in the doorway—a man-shaped hole in the light that lasted a few seconds, and then disappeared.