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Chapters (64)
  1. Cover
  2. Also by Rebecca Stead
  3. Dedication
  4. The Sound of Corn
  5. Angelica
  6. News
  7. Jesse
  8. Magic
  9. Happiness
  10. Practice Butter
  11. Miriam
  12. A Different Way
  13. Box!
  14. Drop Everything and Worry
  15. The Second Family Meeting
  16. What If
  17. The October Spelling Party
  18. The November Spelling Party
  19. The December Spelling Party
  20. January (Finally)
  21. Sisters
  22. Sisters
  23. Sisters
  24. Sisters
  25. Sisters
  26. Sisters
  27. The January Spelling Party
  28. The February Spelling Party
  29. Downright Fancy
  30. Invitations
  31. Under M
  32. Walking and Talking
  33. The March Spelling Party
  34. Bat
  35. Box
  36. News
  37. Chicken
  38. Messages
  39. Jesse
  40. Definitely Maybe
  41. Jesse
  42. Please Don’t Take
  43. The Colonial Breakfast
  44. The April Spelling Party
  45. The Last Bat Shot
  46. RSVP
  47. Box
  48. The Loft
  49. I Told Miriam
  50. I Told Miriam
  51. I Told Miriam
  52. I Told Miriam
  53. I Told Miriam
  54. Oyster
  55. The Wedding
  56. Let’s Do This
  57. Vows
  58. Portage
  59. Followed by Food and Dancing
  60. Sisters
  61. Brothers
  62. Acknowledgments
  63. What’s next onyour reading list?

The locker room was still packed, and people were circling, waiting for empty lockers. I recognized a purple coat—it was Lizette’s. I shouted her name, and she weaved her way over to us, with her family behind her. She was bummed we were leaving, but happy that we could give them our lockers. Jesse said he liked the green pom-poms on the toes of Lizette’s skates—each pom-pom had two tiny bells hanging off it, and she shook them for us, but we couldn’t hear any ringing because of all the people talking and the locker-door slamming.

I introduced Lizette to Sonia, and Lizette introduced her parents to Dad and Jesse. Lizette’s mom said, “I hear you two are getting hitched,” and Dad smiled this huge smile. I looked at Sonia, and she was smiling, too.

Jesse took his skates off and said, “Ahhhhh,” and Sonia and I jumped up and down in our sneakers and said how they felt like pillows on our feet.

Lizette’s mom told Dad, “My mom’s a baker. She makes great wedding cakes. No pressure.”

“Really?” Dad said. “Can you give me her number? Jesse wants this thing called a 7 Up cake that I’ve never even heard of.”

“A 7 Up cake!” Lizette yelled. Because it turned out that 7 Up cake was one of her grandmother’s favorite cakes, too.

“It’s super yummy,” she told me and Sonia. “Sometimes I help her, and my grandma always lets me eat the pieces that she trims off to make the cake look totally perfect before she frosts it. And sometimes I frost things, too. I’m not good enough to work on a wedding cake yet, but I can do cupcakes.”

Angus had wandered over to sit on a bench next to Lizette’s brother, Damian. They were both hunched over Damian’s phone. I yelled “Angus!” and he looked up and waved. I had nothing to tell him. I just wanted him to see me right then.

In my head, I put the day on my list of best days.

—

On the bus, I felt bad that I could have a best day without Mom being in it for one minute. I watched Sonia looking out the window and realized that all of her time with us probably felt like that. Even if these weren’t best days for her, they were days with a piece missing, like my breakfast-table diagrams. Neither one told the whole story.

Dad’s phone rang as we were getting off the bus, and he answered it right away, walking ahead of us down the block. I was used to it—when Dad isn’t at the restaurant, he gets a lot of calls about problems he’s supposed to solve over the phone. But when he came back, Dad told us it was Uncle Frank, and that something was wrong with my cousin Angelica.

“What happened to her?” I asked.