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Chapters (52)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Epilogue
  50. Acknowledgments
  51. About the Author
  52. About the Publisher

It was the first time he’d felt that outside of the Room, and he clung to it tightly.

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Chapter Forty-One

Héctor left lunch with an odd feeling brewing in his stomach, something in between relief and a bubbling nervousness. He was lost in himself when he rounded the corner and found himself next to the Room.

He came to a dead stop and ran his fingers over the wooden frame. He’d ignored this place for a week, convinced that his friends would be disappointed in him. But . . . he was the one who had given up on them, hadn’t he? And it was Mike who had put these dark ideas in his mind.

An announcement broke his silence. “Students,” said Vice Principal Giles, “as a reminder, please head straight to the auditorium tomorrow morning instead of your first classes. The spirit assembly will start at eight forty-five a.m. sharp. Thank you!”

Assembly? He vaguely recalled Mrs. Torres mentioning it in homeroom, but the past few days had blended together into a haze.

No, he couldn’t let Mike have this much control over his life.

It was finally time.

He wrenched the door open, and the Room appeared as Sal’s cozy library, books lining the walls in tightly packed shelves. There were three majestic upholstered chairs in the middle of the Room, and two of them were occupied, one by Sal, who was eating some savory-smelling noodles in a flower-patterned blouse, and the other by Juliana, who had her nose buried in a graphic novel, her hair now in a set of box braids.

“Héctor?” she said, dropping the book to the floor, and then both of them were on their feet, and they rushed to Héctor, then wrapped their arms around him.

“Where you been, dude?” said Sal.

“We missed you so much!” said Juliana.

“And we’re so, so sorry we couldn’t help you,” said Sal.

“Help me?” Héctor stepped back from them. “But I was the one who didn’t help you.”

“Bruh, what are you talking about?” asked Juliana.

“Moving books last week,” he said. “I stood y’all up.”

“That’s okay!” said Sal. “Half the school showed up to help. It was amazing! You didn’t really miss anything.”

“Still, I feel terrible,” said Héctor. “I couldn’t be there for you.”

“We should have been there for you, Héctor,” said Juliana. “We should have said something.”

He put his hands in his hair, frustrated. “Yo, I have no idea what you’re talking about.”

The realization spread across Juliana’s face first. “Oh no,” she said. “Sal, he doesn’t know we saw it.”

Sal gasped.

“Saw what?”

Oh no.

No, no, no.

They couldn’t have.

Juliana grimaced. “What happened to you.”

His heart dropped into his stomach.

He was right back there: in the hallway. Mike was in his face. The groan he’d heard . . .