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Chapters (52)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Epilogue
  50. Acknowledgments
  51. About the Author
  52. About the Publisher

“Well, for what it’s worth,” said Aishah, “we couldn’t believe that you tried to stand up to Ms. Heath last week. That was so brave, Héctor. No one ever has.”

Now Héctor’s face burned. “Wait, really?”

Taylor nodded. “Bro, I don’t think any of us have ever seen someone survive a double dose of Ms. Heath and Mike before. Like . . . ever. And here you are! You’re like . . . like a dragon or something.”

Héctor had to laugh at that. “A dragon? I wish I breathed fire.”

“Maybe you could roast off Frank’s terrible haircut,” Aishah muttered.

Héctor’s mouth dropped open. “Aishah!” he exclaimed. “That was mean!”

“But am I wrong?” she said. “Who cuts that boy’s hair?”

Carlos laughed. “Actually . . . he does it himself.”

“No!” said Jackson. “No way he does that.”

Carlos nodded. “Yeah, he thinks it makes him look ‘cute’ for the girls.”

“Ugh,” groaned Héctor. “He’s not even in the top one hundred cute boys at this school.”

He didn’t realize what he’d said until the silence spread over the table.

Oh no. What have I done?

But there were no expressions of horror, no shocked faces, no disgust anywhere at the Table of Misfits. Aishah was nodding her head; Jackson looked like he was about to leap over the table and give Héctor a hug; Carlos looked utterly pleased.

And Taylor was doing his best approximation of the heart eye emoji.

Héctor looked down the table.

Pat was staring at him, and he raised his thumb up and nodded.

“Well,” said Héctor. “I’m glad that’s out in the open.”

“Me too,” said Aishah. “You’re not alone, you know that?”

“I guess,” he said. “I’m sorry I never—”

“No, I don’t think you understand her,” said Jackson. “You’re not alone.” He tilted his head over toward Aishah, then pointed at himself.

Héctor’s breath was caught in his throat. “Do you mean—?”

Jackson nodded. “Me. And Aishah.”

“What?” Héctor felt like he couldn’t breathe. “You’re serious?”

“No, I’m queer,” said Aishah, and the whole table—Pat included—burst into laughter.

“And I like boys,” said Jackson. “I don’t know what word works for me, so . . .” He put a hand over his heart. “That’s me.”

Héctor felt like his jaw was on the floor. “Whoa, I had no idea!”

“Well, now you know,” said Aishah. “Two more members of the team—and two supporters in Carlos and Taylor.”

“Most definitely,” said Carlos. “We got your back.”

Taylor flashed a peace sign, a toothy grin on his face. “Best friends, bro.”

As the group fell into conversation and Aishah tried to get him to tell her who he thought the cutest boy was (he wouldn’t tell her), Héctor felt like he could breathe again, like he could be himself, totally and completely.