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Chapters (52)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Epilogue
  50. Acknowledgments
  51. About the Author
  52. About the Publisher

The five of them ate their food, which still wasn’t that good. They talked about relatively normal things: Video games. Music. The odd smell in the gymnasium that Mr. Holiday never seemed to notice. Taylor even told Héctor about how he had decided that Twinkies would be the currency of the future. “You know, since they last forever,” he said.

It was strangely brilliant, and Héctor told him so.

“So, this weekend,” said Aishah. “Thrifting?”

“It’ll be fun!” said Jackson.

“And my dad can still drive us,” said Taylor. He paused for a moment and looked at Carlos. “He’s got a big truck, so all of us could go.”

Carlos visibly gulped. “We could also get helados out by Lake Natoma.”

“What are helados?” asked Aishah.

Héctor’s eyes went wide. “Oh, you’re in for a treat!” he exclaimed. “They’re like these ice cream bars—”

“—and they’re like super creamy and good?” finished Carlos.

“They’re life-changing,” said Héctor.

“One hundred percent,” said Carlos.

“I’m down,” said Jackson. “It is unfortunately still eight billion degrees out.”

“I’ll ask my parents,” said Héctor. “But . . . yeah, I’d love to.”

Aishah punched the air. “Perfect.”

When the bell signifying the end of lunch rang, Héctor felt calm. At peace. And he didn’t know what the future was going to look like, but he knew then that he could imagine a future with these people by his side.

That felt like a victory to Héctor Muñoz.

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Epilogue

Miles and miles away.

Another country.

Another state.

Another city.

Another school.

Hafsah adjusts her niqab while staring into the mirror in the bathroom. The door is locked, and someone is pounding on it, telling her to hurry up. A voice in her head says to take it off. It says to keep it on. It says that she will never escape their judgmental eyes. It says terrible things.

It overwhelms her and she starts to cry. She just wants to be herself, but the people in her rural school do not understand her. They call her names. They ask her demeaning questions. She just wants to escape some days. To disappear and feel safe.

But she can’t have that, can she?

She takes a deep breath and turns to the exit, but her breath catches in her throat.

There’s another door. It is ornate, made of some sort of dark wood, etched with a ridiculous pattern. Leaves, vines, and blooming flowers. Like the garden Hafsah wishes she had, where she could grow orchids and tomatoes and poppies and everything colorful and alive.

She drifts over to it, puts her hand on the wood.

Is it calling to her?

She pushes.