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Chapters (51)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. A Message from Ramona
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. A Message from Ramona
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. A Message from Ramona
  18. Chapter 11
  19. Chapter 12
  20. Chapter 13
  21. Chapter 14
  22. Chapter 15
  23. A Message from Ramona
  24. Chapter 16
  25. Chapter 17
  26. Chapter 18
  27. Chapter 19
  28. Chapter 20
  29. Chapter 21
  30. Chapter 22
  31. Chapter 23
  32. A Message from Ramona
  33. Chapter 24
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Chapter 26
  36. A Message from Ramona
  37. Chapter 27
  38. Chapter 28
  39. Chapter 29
  40. Chapter 30
  41. Chapter 31
  42. Chapter 32
  43. Chapter 33
  44. Chapter 34
  45. Bonus Material
  46. Reading Group Guide
  47. Roan Parrish’s Latkes
  48. Acknowledgments
  49. About the Author
  50. Back Cover

“You remember her?” Ash chimed in.

“Yes. She was a very good friend to me at a time when I needed one.”

“She’s my mom,” Ash said.

Tark’s eyes widened slightly, then she nodded.

“How is Julia doing?” she asked, and the first hint of warmth crept into her voice.

“She has dementia,” he said. “Or early-onset Alzheimer’s. They’re not sure which. Some days, she’s okay. Other days, she gets really confused. Thinks she’s sixteen or thinks I’m my dad.”

Ash swallowed hard. Truman knew those were the most difficult days for him—seeing the woman he’d once turned to for strength and support as helpless.

“I’m truly sorry to hear that,” Tark said. And Truman thought that perhaps if she’d been a different person, she’d have reached out and squeezed Ash’s hand.

“She remembered you, though.”

Tark smiled, revealing sharp canines and crooked front teeth. It was a truly mischievous smile. “I should hope so.” She leaned back in her seat and fixed Truman with her lupine gaze. “So. You wanted to tell me about my books.”

And so he did.

Haltingly at first and then with genuine pleasure at sharing with her the pieces of himself that he’d once shared only with her work.

He knew this was strange. Knew it was awkward. Too personal and too presumptuous, and probably she would laugh at him when he left or call a friend and roll her eyes. You’ll never guess what happened to me today! And usually, such a thought would’ve stopped him in his tracks, his ideations of what others might think stronger than his own actual desires.

But here, now, with Ash by his side, whom he knew would not laugh at him, would not roll his eyes at him, would instead celebrate him for doing something hard and awkward and personal, his desire to place in Agatha Tark’s hand his once-strangled heart won out.

When he fell silent, once-strangled heart galloping, she clasped her hands together and said, “Thank you.”

And it was all she needed to say. Her gratitude and amusement and satisfaction were all apparent in those two words and in the quiet peace that had descended over them.

Truman felt like the moment might stretch in all directions for eternity—a beautiful, iridescent slide on the inside of a bubble.

Wanting to blow more bubbles, to give a moment like this one to every fan of the Dead of Zagørjič, he said, “In celebration of the twentieth anniversary of the series being published, I’ve arranged an event at the bookstore on Owl Island—the Queen Bee? And we’d love it so much if you wanted to come do a signing. Or a reading? Oh god, that would be magnificent!”

Agatha Tark said, “No.”