Chapters (51)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- A Message from Ramona
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- A Message from Ramona
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- A Message from Ramona
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- A Message from Ramona
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- A Message from Ramona
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- A Message from Ramona
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Bonus Material
- Reading Group Guide
- Roan Parrish’s Latkes
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
Carys’ eyes were sympathetic, but her voice was sure. “What about letting yourself down?” she said gently. “What about staying someplace that doesn’t nourish you, just because you think you owe it to other people?”
Greta’s throat tightened. That just was harsh.
“They’re my family, and they depend on me,” she said.
“Do they? Do they really depend on you, or do you have this idea that you have to stay and it’s not really about them?”
Carys ran a hand over Greta’s wet hair, but Greta pulled away.
“It’s not like that,” she muttered.
Carys just looked at her steadily, ready to listen, but her question hung between them. Greta didn’t have any proof. Didn’t have anything to hold up to Carys and say See, they need me that she hadn’t already shown her.
Greta lifted herself out of the pool, and Carys let her go without comment. She grabbed a towel from the stack. Her legs prickled with goose bumps, and her stomach was in a knot as she walked inside. She poured herself a glass of Veronica’s lemonade and gulped it down. It was delicious. She poured another and went to find a bathroom, needing a moment to collect her thoughts.
The bathroom was tiled in iridescent cobalt blue from floor to ceiling. It felt like being inside a wave. When Greta sat down, the toilet let out a beep, and she nearly jumped out of her wet underwear.
The toilet was some fancy toilet-bidet combination with multiple settings. Who the hell were these people, and why did they need toilet settings? Greta punched a button on the control panel and was rewarded with a jet of warm water to the crotch.
She snorted and hit another button. A soothing hum emanated from the toilet, and the seat got warm.
“Oh my god. This is absurd.”
She stood and sent a picture to Ash, who thought even asking for food without one of the listed ingredients made you high maintenance. Then she sat down on the toilet and downed the second glass of lemonade.
She’d thought Carys understood. Understood how hard it was, how much pressure her family put on her, how much they expected. But apparently she thought Greta was just lying to herself.
When she got up, the toilet let out a noise that sounded like it was sad to see her go.
“Get in line, buddy,” she slurred and giggled to herself.
Reluctantly, she left the world of blue tile and almost immediately ran into the pig.
She swore and contorted herself to avoid falling on top of it. Instead, she pitched to the side and landed in a heap on the floor. Scribble stuck his snout into her armpit, gave a snuffle, then collapsed on top of her instead.
“God damn it,” Greta muttered resignedly.
Which, of course, was when Carys, Matthew, and Veronica walked into the room.