Chapters (68)
- Cover
- Dedication
- NOW
- One
- BEFORE
- Two
- Three
- Four
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- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
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- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- NOW
- Twenty-One
- BEFORE
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- NOW
- Thirty-Nine
- BEFORE
- Forty
- Forty-One
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- Forty-three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- NOW
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- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- AFTER
- Fifty-Six
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
‘I’m guessing it’s been that way for a while.’ Mark couldn’t remember reading anything about the father being around in the scant notes he’d been given, but thought it was a good bet he hadn’t been involved for a long time. He made a mental note to check on his whereabouts.
‘We split up about fifteen years ago,’ Julie replied, confirming his guess. ‘He was useless anyway. They didn’t miss out on father of the year, you know? He buggered off as soon as he could, the lazy sod. Got sick and tired of me nagging him to get a proper job, rather than doing the odd foreigner for his builder mates.’
Mark tried to remember the last time he’d heard of a job taken off the books as a ‘foreigner’ and decided it was probably twenty years earlier, back on the estate he’d grown up on. ‘Did he keep in touch with them? Visitation, that sort of thing?’
‘The first few years or so, he was around a lot. Mainly trying to worm his way back into the house, you know? Didn’t work though. I wasn’t having any of it. We were better off without him. The kids definitely were. He started coming round less and less once he’d found a new soft lass to take care of him. Don’t think that one lasted long either. Probably spends his days in the pub or the bookies these days.’
‘How long has it been since they’ve seen their dad?’
Julie took a moment to think. It never failed to surprise Mark, the ease with which some people could turn their backs on their own flesh and blood. The way it can be forgotten that you have family you never see. Children you choose not to watch grow up and become adults.
‘Years,’ Julie said finally, shrugging her shoulders. ‘Must be at least eight or so by now – 2011, maybe? I think it was when Charlie was still at primary school. Emily and Stephanie would have been in first year at high school, I think. Old enough to start making the decision whether they wanted to see him or not, I suppose. He just stopped making the effort, not that he ever really made one to begin with.’
‘Have they spoken to him in the years since then at least? Is it possible Emily tried to find him or something?’
‘She wouldn’t even know where to start,’ Julie said, shaking her head. ‘No idea where he is these days, but I passed his name and details to your lot anyway. I’m not sure Emily would meet up with him. He made his mind up years ago that he wasn’t interested in them. Good riddance, if you ask me. They’ve done better without him in their lives.’