Chapters (68)
- Cover
- Dedication
- NOW
- One
- BEFORE
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- NOW
- Twenty-One
- BEFORE
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- NOW
- Thirty-Nine
- BEFORE
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- NOW
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- AFTER
- Fifty-Six
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
‘It doesn’t matter to me,’ Mark said, but even still, he could feel the lies. The shame, if Natasha had been lying to him. He looked over at Natasha, seeing the way she was shuffling on the spot. A wave of anger coursed through him. He tried to ignore it. ‘I just want her to be safe.’
‘Leave me alone, Mark,’ Natasha said, a glint in her eye that disappeared as the light shifted. ‘Go. I don’t want you.’
‘She hates you, Mark,’ John said, turning to one of the men nearby and nodding. ‘We’re always told we have to wish them well and send them on their way, but why should we? They wronged us, so why shouldn’t we strike back against that. I’m giving you the chance to do that. Here and now. No one knows you’re here, I’m guessing? No one will know you were too late. You can punish her for what she’s done to you. Watch her suffer and become no more, for all of it.’
‘No…’
‘You tried to give your life for this woman and this is how she repays you? She thinks nothing of you. You repulse her, just like Holly was repulsed by me. Even after I treated her like a fucking queen. I gave everything to her and she just ignored all of it. Well, that’s not how we do things now. We show them who runs the world. Let Natasha experience the same. I’m giving you the opportunity to take something back. She tried to steal your life, now you can take hers.’
‘Watch her play the final game. I’ll do the rest,’ John said, lowering his head and staring towards Mark. ‘It’ll look like suicide. No one will ever know. I’ll be gone. You can live your life.’
Mark couldn’t speak, watching it happen in front of him. John was still, then started nodding.
‘I understand,’ John said, then whispered in Natasha’s ear. She flinched at the closeness of him.
‘One… two…’
Mark watched her move backwards and forwards, moving her feet at John’s instruction, as he pointed the phone – it was a phone, he could see that now – in her direction. She counted out her steps, moving them in increasingly bizarre ways.
‘This isn’t happening,’ Mark said, beginning to move, as he watched it unfold. His feet finally obeyed him. He moved towards them, charging, before a flash of light exploded in front of him and he realised he was looking at the sky.
Standing over him, one of the men who had been standing with John. The one he’d nodded towards. In his hand, he could see something, dull and extended. Then, there was a glint of something which shone across his vision and then disappeared.