Chapters (68)
- Cover
- Dedication
- NOW
- One
- BEFORE
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- NOW
- Twenty-One
- BEFORE
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- NOW
- Thirty-Nine
- BEFORE
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- NOW
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- AFTER
- Fifty-Six
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
‘I’ve been talking to her, you know,’ John said, winding the rope closer to him and pulling Natasha closer. He angled the light so it illuminated her face. ‘She used you. She wanted to find us and that’s why she was with you. She thought she could find us through someone in the police and maybe that’s true. She knows what you’ve been doing and what you were prepared to do for her and she doesn’t care. I bet you think you’ll save her and all of this will be over. Then you can ride off into the sunset with a beautiful young thing on your arm. You don’t care she’s so much younger than you and that your entire relationship so far is based on her giving you sex and that’s it – you want her, so you’ll have her. She’ll come running to you because you’ve saved her life. Is that right?’
‘Let her go, John…’
‘Tell the truth,’ John replied, his shout echoing around the empty park. ‘You think she’ll fall for you, just as you’ve fallen for her. It’s wrong. You’re wrong. She doesn’t like you. You repulse her. No matter what you’ve done for her, she thinks you’re just a weird bloke, who even though he’s good-looking, is smarmy with it. She’s thought that from the beginning. She was playing with you. Just so she could get what she wanted.’
‘That… that doesn’t mean anything,’ Mark said, but he could feel something building inside him. A feeling of betrayal, of jealousy.
‘Of course it does. I can see it written all over your face. The only reason you have ruined your career, your life, in the past twenty-four hours, is for her. And she doesn’t even care.’
‘That’s not why I did it.’
‘And this isn’t even the first time,’ John said, his voice dripping with a mixture of pleading and derision. ‘This is what these types of people do. They bleed us dry. I mean, look at you. You have everything, but you’re still the same person you always were.’
‘We can talk about this…’
‘Tell him, Natasha. Tell him you don’t want him and never would.’
Mark opened his mouth to talk, but Natasha raised her head to look at him. Her eyes were glassy and she was shivering against an unseen wind. Her body was shaking, even as she tried to look at him.
‘He’s… he was just a way for me to find you and stop you,’ Natasha said, her voice stilted and breathless. She sounded unfocused, seemingly out of it, but was somehow still standing. ‘I was only with him to get what I wanted.’