Chapters (68)
- Cover
- Dedication
- NOW
- One
- BEFORE
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- NOW
- Twenty-One
- BEFORE
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- NOW
- Thirty-Nine
- BEFORE
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- NOW
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- AFTER
- Fifty-Six
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
He had wanted to do this earlier, but felt it wouldn’t have been right. To ask to go up into an attic – it would have been odd. But every house search he’d been involved in, he’d always ended up there eventually. Not once had he ever found anything, but it had become something he had to do now. He’d wanted to search it the first day he’d arrived, but had managed to ignore the gnawing voice in his head.
Mark wasn’t exactly afraid of the dark, but he didn’t welcome it. The torch in his hand was helping a little, but he could picture himself crashing down into a bedroom. Standing between the wooden beams under his feet would do it. Only soft insulation and the thickness of a ceiling keeping him from falling.
He probably should have let them know what he was doing, but he imagined they’d hear him soon enough. He was the second-largest member of the team who’d been assembled, after DS Cavanagh, which meant it was arguably a mistake that he’d chosen this job for himself. He was almost bent over double, the roof above him much lower than he’d anticipated. He was up there now though, so he may as well keep going, he thought.
Mark pointed the torch downwards so he could see the beams properly in the darkness, carefully placing one foot down on the wood to make sure it supported his weight. He got himself into a rhythm. Pointing the torch at his feet, moving a couple of steps, then moving the light around him.
The air was cooler up there. Bitter, biting into his face, as he moved further forward. A draught blew from an unseen source. The smell of damp and abandonment. Mark didn’t think they used the space for anything. In other houses, he’d found all kinds of discarded things. Old boxes, Christmas trees… Once he’d found a bag full of broken marionette dolls and nearly screamed when he saw their eyes glinting in the darkness.
The attic space opened up a little more, so he could see how empty it was up there. Yellowed insulation was between each of the wooden beams he was standing on, some of it carefully laid in place, some rising over the beams. He stopped for a second, moving the torchlight around, to see if he could spot anything of interest.
Mark moved again, steadying himself as he almost lost his balance. He looked to his left where he’d placed his hand, lifted the light and shone it at the brick which stood there. It was in good condition for the most part, not crumbling around him as he’d imagined.