Chapters (68)
- Cover
- Dedication
- NOW
- One
- BEFORE
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- NOW
- Twenty-One
- BEFORE
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- NOW
- Thirty-Nine
- BEFORE
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- NOW
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- AFTER
- Fifty-Six
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
‘Maybe,’ Mark said, holding his hands up in mid-air. ‘Maybe not. But that doesn’t mean there isn’t something else keeping her away. Something stupid, something that’ll make no sense. It doesn’t have to be the exact same story to have the same outcome. I’m not saying it’s what’s happened, but I’m saying you never know. That’s why you can never give up hope. People are just full of surprises. You can never tell what they’re going to do next. You can never predict their behaviour, their choices, their decisions. Life would be easier if you could, but there you go.’
‘Thanks for trying,’ Stephanie said after a few seconds of silence, staring into Mark’s eyes. They lingered for a moment, then she turned away. ‘I just can’t see it. Something bad has happened to her. I can feel it.’
‘You can’t know that…’
‘I know something, Mark,’ Stephanie said, her voice louder now, interrupting his. ‘I don’t know what it is, but I can feel it here, in the pit of my stomach. Eating away at me. Like it’s a part of me dying off or something. Something bad has happened to her. I know it.’
‘That’s just your fear, Stephanie,’ Mark tried, keeping his voice level and soothing. Or trying to at least. He was never sure if it came out as soothing or patronising. ‘You’ve been through a lot this week. You need a break.’
‘I don’t need a break,’ Stephanie replied, her raised voice reverberating around them, bouncing off the walls and shifting the atmosphere in the house. She slumped back in the chair and covered her face with her hands. ‘I’m sorry. It’s just… I need my sister back.’
She began to crumple in front of him, his chair scraping back before he realised it was happening, moving across towards her as she dissolved into tears.
‘It’s okay,’ he said, an arm around her shoulders as he squatted down next to her. ‘I know you want her back. We’re trying all we can to bring her home.’
‘I know,’ Stephanie said through gulps of air. Her body shook with emotion, as the week’s events finally caught up with her. ‘I just can’t live like this anymore, with the not knowing. That’s what’s killing me. The fact I have no idea where Emily is, or what’s happened.’
‘I know, I know.’
‘But…’
‘What is it?’ Mark said, his arm still around her, as she grasped on to him with one arm and wiped the other across her face. ‘I’m here to listen to anything you have to say.’