Chapters (78)
- Title Page
- Dedication
- Prologue
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- Fifty-Six
- Fifty-Seven
- Fifty-Eight
- Fifty-Nine
- Sixty
- Sixty-One
- Sixty-Two
- Sixty-Three
- Sixty-Four
- Sixty-Five
- Sixty-Six
- Sixty-Seven
- Sixty-Eight
- Sixty-Nine
- Seventy
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Remarkable Praise for Nicci French
- Also by Nicci French
- About the Publisher
She looked over at him and he felt her looking and put his hand on her thigh, through the thin material of her dress. Liam Birch: not her type at all. Liam was not on track; Jude was. She had known she was going to be a doctor since she was at primary school and she had worked for years to get there, never letting up. She had a place at medical school and as long as her results were all right, and she was sure they would be, in six weeks she would be heading to Bristol.
Liam didn’t know what he was going to do next. He was good with his hands. He could fix almost anything and he could pick up a pencil and in a few strokes create something vivid, startling. Jude had said he should go to art school and he would shrug his shoulders and say he would see what happened—as if it wasn’t really his decision to make, as if life just rolled him over and carried him along. Maybe he would go traveling, he said; get away from this medium-sized town in the middle of England where he had lived all his life with his parents and his little brother. She looked down at the hand that lay warm and heavy on her thigh. What would happen when she went to university? They hadn’t talked about the future, just as they hadn’t talked much about the past. She didn’t know a great deal about Liam’s family, his childhood, his previous relationships. What mattered was now, and here, and the lovely loosening of her body when he touched her, when she thought of him touching her, and the way he looked at her and said her name.
They hadn’t been at the same school. Liam had gone to the large sixth-form college on the outskirts of the Shropshire town they both lived in, Jude to the comprehensive. But she had been aware of him, a tall lanky figure with dark hair that needed cutting and clothes that never looked new: ripped jeans, T-shirts with mysterious words on them, a weird green jacket that on someone else would have looked terrible but he carried it off. She had seen him over the past two years, walking along the streets in a group of other teenagers, smoking, swigging from cans, looking cool and impossibly worldly.