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Chapters (78)
  1. Title Page
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. One
  5. Two
  6. Three
  7. Four
  8. Five
  9. Six
  10. Seven
  11. Eight
  12. Nine
  13. Ten
  14. Eleven
  15. Twelve
  16. Thirteen
  17. Fourteen
  18. Fifteen
  19. Sixteen
  20. Seventeen
  21. Eighteen
  22. Nineteen
  23. Twenty
  24. Twenty-One
  25. Twenty-Two
  26. Twenty-Three
  27. Twenty-Four
  28. Twenty-Five
  29. Twenty-Six
  30. Twenty-Seven
  31. Twenty-Eight
  32. Twenty-Nine
  33. Thirty
  34. Thirty-One
  35. Thirty-Two
  36. Thirty-Three
  37. Thirty-Four
  38. Thirty-Five
  39. Thirty-Six
  40. Thirty-Seven
  41. Thirty-Eight
  42. Thirty-Nine
  43. Forty
  44. Forty-One
  45. Forty-Two
  46. Forty-Three
  47. Forty-Four
  48. Forty-Five
  49. Forty-Six
  50. Forty-Seven
  51. Forty-Eight
  52. Forty-Nine
  53. Fifty
  54. Fifty-One
  55. Fifty-Two
  56. Fifty-Three
  57. Fifty-Four
  58. Fifty-Five
  59. Fifty-Six
  60. Fifty-Seven
  61. Fifty-Eight
  62. Fifty-Nine
  63. Sixty
  64. Sixty-One
  65. Sixty-Two
  66. Sixty-Three
  67. Sixty-Four
  68. Sixty-Five
  69. Sixty-Six
  70. Sixty-Seven
  71. Sixty-Eight
  72. Sixty-Nine
  73. Seventy
  74. Acknowledgments
  75. About the Author
  76. Remarkable Praise for Nicci French
  77. Also by Nicci French
  78. About the Publisher

“None of us can speak,” said Irina. “None of us have the words. We are in a state of shock. Of trauma. What can you say about a woman who lived life to the full, who made other people suffer but who suffered herself, whose partner was killed and who was butchered in her own house? What can you say? Nothing.”

The curtains dropped to the floor.

“Hammer,” said the man above them, reaching down his arm.

Flakes of plaster fell to the floor. Jude watched as a crack appeared in the ceiling and began to crawl toward the wall.

“I have a piano,” said Irina. “What will I do with the piano?”

“Are you all moving out?” asked Jude.

“I think Liam and Danny had lots of debts,” said Irina vaguely. “So it turns out that this house officially belongs to someone else now.”

“Who?”

“Exactly,” said Irina darkly. “And anyway, who wants to live with Danny’s ghost?”

Jude left the room and went upstairs. She had a list of the things Tara wanted for Alfie: a soft elephant that his grandparents had given him at birth, a xylophone, a favorite picture book, a particular plastic bowl, pajamas with flamingos on them, a colorful quilt, a potty in the shape of a hippo.

It felt wrong to be here, tiptoeing into rooms, pulling open cupboards and drawers. She dreaded Vin returning. She found the quilt in Danny’s room, which looked uncannily the same as when Jude had fallen asleep on her bed with Alfie beside her. She remembered his flop of gleaming curls and the warmth of his breath on her cheek, while downstairs the horrible party continued. His pajamas were rolled up in the corner, and when Jude picked them up they smelled faintly of urine. The xylophone was under the bed, with one of its metal slats missing. The potty was in the first-floor bathroom.

Jude hesitated, then went downstairs in search of the other things.

Erika was in the conservatory, sitting on the floor with her knees drawn up and surrounded by the chaos of half-packed boxes. She glanced up as Jude entered.

“I’m just having a rest,” she said.

“Of course. I’m looking for a couple of things for Alfie. I’ll only be here a minute. I don’t mean to get in anyone’s way.”

“I don’t want any of this stuff anyway. I don’t know why we don’t just set fire to it and have done. It’s all horrible. Who wants a dead plant or a cracked picture or a porcelain bathtub or velvet curtains full of moths or rugs that are falling to pieces?”

Jude saw the picture book and bent to pick it up. She looked out into the garden; two men were emptying a brazier, and as she watched they lifted it up and carried it toward the conservatory. It was obviously heavy, so she opened the door for them.