Chapters (73)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Prologue
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Chapter Twenty-Seven
- Chapter Twenty-Eight
- Chapter Twenty-Nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-One
- Chapter Thirty-Two
- Chapter Thirty-Three
- Chapter Thirty-Four
- Chapter Thirty-Five
- Chapter Thirty-Six
- Chapter Thirty-Seven
- Chapter Thirty-Eight
- Chapter Thirty-Nine
- Chapter Forty
- Chapter Forty-One
- Chapter Forty-Two
- Chapter Forty-Three
- Chapter Forty-Four
- Chapter Forty-Five
- Chapter Forty-Six
- Chapter Forty-Seven
- Chapter Forty-Eight
- Chapter Forty-Nine
- Chapter Fifty
- Chapter Fifty-One
- Chapter Fifty-Two
- Chapter Fifty-Three
- Chapter Fifty-Four
- Chapter Fifty-Five
- Chapter Fifty-Six
- Chapter Fifty-Seven
- Chapter Fifty-Eight
- Chapter Fifty-Nine
- Chapter Sixty
- Chapter Sixty-One
- Chapter Sixty-Two
- Chapter Sixty-Three
- Chapter Sixty-Four
- A Letter From Rob
- Acknowledgements
- DI Dani Stephens
- Books by Rob Sinclair
- About the Author
- Also by Rob Sinclair
Above everything I feel isolated here. Alone. I don’t want to be in this place, physically or mentally, anymore.
I cry myself to sleep every night, and every time I wake I’ve just relived the moment my deranged twin brother tried to kill me once again.
With no end in sight to this pain and suffering, I just don’t know where I can go from here.
Was I really worth saving, for this?
Chapter Five
Dani and Fletcher walked side by side through HQ. The well-worn corridors were a world away from the brand spanking new foyer, and, as in the past, were pervaded by a musty smell that Dani knew well but couldn’t describe. Despite the familiar territory, it felt anything but a usual day, and Dani felt not only alienated but disorientated too by the clash of familiar and unfamiliar.
When she moved through into the open-plan space used by the Homicide team on Force CID, Dani tensed up. She looked around the room, at the faces. A lot of people paid her no attention at all. Some smiled and greeted her, like they would a long-lost friend. Others simply looked on with curious fascination at the copper back from the dead.
Some of the people Dani didn’t recognise, most she did. Especially the man who stood up at his desk and stared over at her expectantly. Jason. He smiled, and opened his mouth to speak, but Dani, feeling her heart lurch, turned away from him and carried on to DCI McNair’s office with her head down. She cursed herself inwardly for acting like such a schoolgirl, but she’d realised as soon as her eyes met Jason’s that she really wasn’t prepared for that conversation yet. Today was tough enough already.
Ten minutes later Dani was sitting in McNair’s office on the fourth floor of HQ, looking out at a new, gleaming glass office block above Snowhill Station. Where had that sprung from?
The door opened and McNair came into the room. HQ and the buildings around it may have changed but McNair had somehow found herself stuck in a time warp. She looked the same now to Dani as she had ten years ago when they’d first met: a smart but not exactly tailored blue suit, short grey hair, droopy eyelids that hid otherwise beady eyes, and a forehead with lines that deepened whenever her temperature rose. Which was often.