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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Epilogue
  72. Acknowledgements
  73. About the Author
  74. Extract from The Mayfly

Priest awoke with a headache that could have ended the world. The sound of morning commuters filled the room through the open window, although the curtains were still drawn and the light was artificial, emanating from a reading lamp next to the bed. He sat up tentatively and rubbed his forehead, trying to squeeze the pain out of his brain but it was still there when he let go.

His recollection of the night before filtered through his mind like the blurred images of an old projector. The recall of a turn was very much like trying to distinguish a vivid dream from a memory in the hazy lacuna between sleep and consciousness; the split second of time that passes just after waking, where it’s not clear what’s real and what isn’t.

Oh, bloody hell, what have I done this time?

Priest was the only occupant of the bedroom, but the sweet aroma of bacon wafted through from the kitchen. As the events of the previous night started to unfold in his head, a knot in his stomach tightened. He put on a pair of joggers and an old T-shirt and padded towards the smell of food. He thought at first that she might have come back and forgiven him and he would open the door in front of him and find Jessica in his kitchen, sitting at his breakfast bar with tea ready for him . . .

He opened the door, already knowing it wasn’t going to be like that.

Elinor Fox was wearing one of his shirts and nothing else. She was busying herself over the hob with a frying pan, the one that he had salvaged from Dee’s house just before the divorce. The frying pan was special because it represented the only thing he had taken away from his first marriage, save for the legal fees and bad memories. Now someone whose intensity surpassed even his ex-wife’s had her hands around the handle.

Fuck.

She turned her head and looked at him, a deliberate and rehearsed move. Her hair was straight and didn’t look as though it had been affected by a night’s sleep or the rough sex that he now recalled she had enthusiastically participated in.

‘Good morning.’ She smiled and winked.

Lost for an appropriate salutation, Priest returned the smile weakly and took a seat at the breakfast bar behind her.

‘Bacon sandwich?’ she called over her shoulder. ‘I was going to make you a full fry-up but you didn’t have any eggs. Or sausage. Or mushrooms. Or anything other than bacon, really. How do you eat?’

Priest pinched the bridge of his nose. ‘I get by mainly on protein drinks and Pot Noodle.’

‘Proper bachelor, aren’t you?’