Chapters (74)
- Cover
- Praise
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Extract from The Mayfly
William Priest set the paper down on the table and turned sideways, crossing his legs and placing his hands behind his raised knee in what Priest had learnt to recognise as ‘William’s thinking pose’. The same two male nurses shuffled their feet behind them again. They exchanged nervous glances; no doubt they had also learnt to be on high alert when Dr Priest crossed one leg over the other. No time to worry about them now, though.
‘This is just awful,’ William rasped.
‘That’s some statement coming from a serial killer.’
William waved his hand, dismissive. ‘No, no. Children aren’t fair game at all. I once killed a man with a cheese grater. He may have been twenty-three. I don’t know. But that’s my limit, and it was never sexual.’
Priest resisted the temptation to contradict him. It was never sexual in the conventional sense, you mean.
‘I’d say an account of quite awful childhood abuse,’ said William. ‘In the form of a pseudo-diary. But who is the author?’
‘You think it’s real?’
‘That was always your problem, Charles. You could never tell what was real and what wasn’t.’
He ignored the jibe. ‘It sounds like she’s being dressed up as a doll. You think that’s part of the . . . fun?’
‘As deplorable as it sounds, yes.’ One of the nurses coughed – he may have been genuinely trying to clear his throat but William took it as a challenge. Turning in his seat only marginally, he spat at the nurse, ‘And you needn’t laugh, Anton! If you find the concept of me, a known mutilator of men, seeing deplorability in indecent acts committed against children then you need to read my file more closely. You’ll see that most of my victims were paedophiles. I took my rage out, properly, on those that deserved it.’ Then he turned back and said to Priest under his breath, ‘And the occasional venture capitalist, wouldn’t you say, Charles?’
‘Concentrate, Wills.’
‘My apologies. Where was I?’
‘The doll,’ Priest reminded him.
‘Ah, yes.’ William relaxed in his seat. ‘I understand that there is a subculture of men who like to dress up as living dolls for various disturbing psychological reasons. I think they are called maskers. As for dressing a child as a doll for sexual pleasure, I dare say it is possible but I have never come across it.’
‘A perversion you’ve never heard of is one worth noting.’
‘Quite. But it is conceivable. A doll represents an unattainable attractiveness. They cannot find a real partner who is satisfactorily perfect so they dress up as a doll, which is. Here, the abuser creates something similarly perfect, so he can defile it. He’s filth, Charles. Filth.’
‘We’re agreed on that,’ said Priest, rubbing his temples. ‘Who do you think wrote it?’