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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Epilogue
  72. Acknowledgements
  73. About the Author
  74. Extract from The Mayfly

‘Not good. The strength of the balance sheet is keeping us afloat, and the patents on new drugs are valuable. But we have around six months to stop the haemorrhaging before we start to question our viability. I’m selling subsidiaries like they’re going out of fashion.’

‘That good?’

‘Why did you come here, Charlie?’

She had said it softly. It hadn’t been intended as a threat or a challenge. It mattered to her. Priest’s head was burning. He looked at his hands. It wasn’t that they didn’t look real, they just didn’t look like his. He was ashamed, but there was more to it. He was afraid. Afraid he had blown it. After William’s crimes had been made public, Priest had spent years in an emotional wasteland, tortured by the ceaseless paradox that depersonalisation disorder created: he felt nothing, yet that lack of feeling had driven him to the edge of despair. Now, time had softened the disorder’s debilitating effects but he was still haunted. The ghost of the condition wouldn’t go away. For the first time in years, for over a decade, Charlie Priest had felt something, a possibility. A fleeting chance. This woman could make him happy, and the ghost could be laid to rest.

But he might have squandered the chance.

His stomach churned.

‘I can’t exorcise this overwhelming feeling,’ he said, meeting her gaze. ‘I’ve tried, but it won’t go away.’

She seemed suspicious, defensive. Impenetrable. ‘What feeling?’

‘That there is a bond between us.’

He let that hang in the air. Sensed a chasm opening up in front of him – a black hole, into which all of his energy was being pulled. He was drained. The adrenaline of the trial had been sucked dry. Alexia’s ruined face haunted him. Simeon’s death weighed heavy on his conscience and he had been so close, holding what might have been the answer, Simeon’s phone, only to have it cruelly snatched away by a faceless thief.

‘There is no bond between us,’ he heard her splutter in that deep, melodic rasp of a voice. Anger enveloped him, rising in his chest and spreading outwards.

‘I’m sorry,’ she repeated. ‘There is no—’

He took half a step forward. Without warning, he curled his hand around the back of her neck and pulled her into his embrace, put his mouth to hers and tasted the sweet tang of her lips. Her eyes widened with alarm and there seemed to be a moment when she realised what he was doing and brought her hand hard across his face, breaking the contact with such shock that Priest thought he had blacked out.

‘How dare you!’ she bellowed.

He was about to retreat, the horror of what he had done seeping through his fury. Then she hit him again. The third time she lashed out he caught her wrist, held it, his chest heaving.