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Chapters (47)
  1. Title Page
  2. Contents
  3. Praise for In the Clearing
  4. Praise for Call Me Evie
  5. Dedication
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One: The Sociopath Test
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Part Two: Introspection
  22. Chapter Fourteen
  23. Chapter Fifteen
  24. Chapter Sixteen
  25. Chapter Seventeen
  26. Chapter Eighteen
  27. Chapter Nineteen
  28. Chapter Twenty
  29. Chapter Twenty-One
  30. Part Three: Retrospection
  31. Chapter Twenty-Two
  32. Chapter Twenty-Three
  33. Chapter Twenty-Four
  34. Chapter Twenty-Five
  35. Chapter Twenty-Six
  36. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  37. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  38. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  39. Chapter Thirty
  40. Chapter Thirty-One
  41. Chapter Thirty-Two
  42. Chapter Thirty-Three
  43. Now
  44. Chapter Thirty-Four
  45. Extract of The Last Guests
  46. Acknowledgements
  47. Copyright

Don’t play games. I know it’s you.

I mean you got the wrong person.

The message is sent with a smiley face that makes me feel sick with anxiety.

You mean Joe?

Wrong person.

A chill washes over me and I bite my cheeks hard, still watching the tail-lights of his car.

Enough of this. What are you doing with July? Why are you doing this at all?

I’m sorry I can’t answer that.

Was it you? The stalking, the fires?

Sorry, wrong person.

A glass slips from my hand and detonates on the kitchen tiles.

‘Shit, careful Margot,’ Gabe says, rushing into the room, annoyed rather than concerned. ‘I’ll do these dishes. Go sit down.’

‘No, it’s fine,’ I say.

‘What’s gotten into you? You’ve been off all night.’

The images on Cormac’s phone would be enough for me to lose my licence to practise. Would Gabe understand if I explained it all? One thing I must do is stop July from seeing him.

‘Sorry, darling,’ I say, forcing a smile. ‘I was just stressed about being late and it put me in a mood.’ I think about a line from the lecture Cormac sat in on. Evil is as random as genetic coding, that is to say it’s not random at all. We inherit behavioural traits the same way we inherit hair colour. The only difference is that certain traits come out a lot more when nurtured. Nothing is as random as it seems.

‘There’s no need to beat yourself up about it. You were only five minutes late.’

‘Maybe I will sit down,’ I say, digging a thumb into my temple.

‘Good idea,’ he says, taking up a dish cloth.

I go to the lounge, dizzy and paranoid. July is sitting on the couch, her lips turned up at the corners. I know what this will do to her, how boys can ruin girls for years. I need to talk to her, begin deprogramming her the way I would a cult member. I stand in the doorway and watch as July pouts at the phone. She’s sending him a selfie.

‘July, honey, can I talk to you for a moment?’

The smile slips from her face but her cheeks are still flushed.

‘What’s up?’ she says.

I sit down beside her on the couch. She is tucked into herself with her legs bent beneath her.

‘I just want to know more about your relationship. I feel like I don’t know much about how you met Hudson.’

She turns to me, daggers in her eyes. ‘Mum, please don’t analyse him or try to counsel our relationship.’ Our relationship.

I swallow hard. I need to be careful. Cormac might already be subtly turning her against me. I know most of his story is a lie, but one thing is true: he is exceedingly intelligent.