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Chapters (47)
  1. Title Page
  2. Contents
  3. Praise for In the Clearing
  4. Praise for Call Me Evie
  5. Dedication
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One: The Sociopath Test
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Part Two: Introspection
  22. Chapter Fourteen
  23. Chapter Fifteen
  24. Chapter Sixteen
  25. Chapter Seventeen
  26. Chapter Eighteen
  27. Chapter Nineteen
  28. Chapter Twenty
  29. Chapter Twenty-One
  30. Part Three: Retrospection
  31. Chapter Twenty-Two
  32. Chapter Twenty-Three
  33. Chapter Twenty-Four
  34. Chapter Twenty-Five
  35. Chapter Twenty-Six
  36. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  37. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  38. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  39. Chapter Thirty
  40. Chapter Thirty-One
  41. Chapter Thirty-Two
  42. Chapter Thirty-Three
  43. Now
  44. Chapter Thirty-Four
  45. Extract of The Last Guests
  46. Acknowledgements
  47. Copyright

‘I told them the truth.’ A pause, that smile again. Then he laughs and the skin beneath his jaw wobbles. ‘It was just insane. I was at home when this fire supposedly happened. With my family. My wife told them, too. I know they’re probably just doing their jobs, but it was like they knew something.’

I need to keep the conversation away from the fire. ‘So the police visit upset you?’

‘I wasn’t angry at the police, no. I was angry at the person that must have called them. I’d love to know who it was.’

I shuffle in my seat. I try a new tack. ‘Why do you think someone called the police, Joe?’

‘You tell me,’ he says. I can see anger in his eyes, as they scan the carpet. The air is getting hot between us.

‘Someone thinks you’re involved, I assume.’

His eyes shoot up to mine. His jaw moves like he is chewing something. He doesn’t answer, so I try to direct his attention away, keep him calm.

‘Have you been drinking much?’

‘The same as usual.’

‘And how much is that?’

‘A dram of whisky every other night, sometimes more.’

‘Do you ever do anything you later regret when you’ve been drinking?’

‘Don’t we all?’ Now he is watching my face with such intensity I have to pause. For a second I think about last night, the drink I had with Cormac. I reach for my water and my hand is trembling. He sees it. Keep it together, Margot. That’s what makes me good at this, I tell myself, calmness, distance, control.

‘What’s wrong?’ he says, a light, mildly teasing note in his voice. ‘You seem a little off.’

‘Nothing,’ I say. Could he have dissociative identity disorder? Could he be one man during the day and another at night? Viewing the sort of material Joe sees every day could cause someone to dissociate, to partition off part of their psychological landscape to protect themselves from the trauma of the images. ‘It’s nothing,’ I repeat. ‘Let’s continue with the drinking. When you have been drinking do you ever feel like hurting anyone?’

‘Not really, just arguments with my wife.’ Again that light breezy note in his voice, as though this is fun for him.

Push on, I think. ‘Joe, why do you always gloss over your childhood when I ask?’

His eyebrows rise. ‘I guess I had a normal childhood. There’s nothing there.’

‘And in your twenties?’

‘Again, it was normal.’