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Chapters (47)
  1. Title Page
  2. Contents
  3. Praise for In the Clearing
  4. Praise for Call Me Evie
  5. Dedication
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One: The Sociopath Test
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Part Two: Introspection
  22. Chapter Fourteen
  23. Chapter Fifteen
  24. Chapter Sixteen
  25. Chapter Seventeen
  26. Chapter Eighteen
  27. Chapter Nineteen
  28. Chapter Twenty
  29. Chapter Twenty-One
  30. Part Three: Retrospection
  31. Chapter Twenty-Two
  32. Chapter Twenty-Three
  33. Chapter Twenty-Four
  34. Chapter Twenty-Five
  35. Chapter Twenty-Six
  36. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  37. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  38. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  39. Chapter Thirty
  40. Chapter Thirty-One
  41. Chapter Thirty-Two
  42. Chapter Thirty-Three
  43. Now
  44. Chapter Thirty-Four
  45. Extract of The Last Guests
  46. Acknowledgements
  47. Copyright

‘No,’ I say. I take up my pad and sit down across from him. Some psychologists don’t like a pad as it can be seen as a barrier, and it can influence the client’s response. They make their notes between sessions. That’s not me. Writing notes helps to order my thoughts while we talk. I have rows and rows of notepads, filed away. Some were lost in the fire, but many more are here in the filing cabinet in my office or in our storage facility, collected over the years, so I can always refer back to past cases.

‘Long morning, was it?’ he says with a smile.

‘Something like that,’ I say, failing to keep the note of anxiety out of my voice.

I see his features shift, concern in his eyes. ‘What is it?’

‘Nothing, it’s fine. It was a long night.’

‘Right,’ he says. ‘Well, have you written any other books?’

‘Not yet, but I’ve got another guest lecture later in the year and I’m interested in the subject, so I might write about that.’

‘What is it?’

‘I’m researching Antisocial Personality Disorder.’

‘Sociopaths?’ he says. ‘Interesting.’

‘So how are you?’ I say, changing the subject.

‘I’m alright. I got another job.’

‘You did? That’s good to hear.’

He licks his lips and tilts his head. ‘It’s a crap job, but I need the money. At least I’m not working in a kitchen. I got it the day I applied.’

‘That’s good. Where is it?’

‘It’s a cafe. I applied for the kitchen hand, but the owner must have liked me ’cause she said she’d have me waiting tables instead.’

‘Good place to work?’

‘It is; good people. The barista is on my case already and it’s only been one shift.’

‘They don’t like you?’

‘No, the opposite as a matter of fact,’ he says, again flashing a smile. I feel a pang of something in my chest.

‘A romantic interest?’

‘Possibly. I think she’s quite eager, actually. Is that arrogant to say?’

‘Not if it’s the truth. Oh well, this job will keep you busy until your talents are needed elsewhere.’

‘Talents,’ he says, exhaling. ‘What talents?’

‘You’re very intelligent, Cormac. Adam Limbargo seems to think you’re exceptionally talented.’

He smiles. ‘I’ve been hearing that my whole life, but it doesn’t pay the bills or put food on the table. Whenever I hear “you’re talented” I always think it simply means I can achieve the same as everyone else but with marginally less effort.’

‘That’s one way of looking at it.’

‘You see it different?’

‘I see someone who can do more than most people, someone that can solve problems, someone that can change lives.’

He laughs at me, but there’s no meanness in it. ‘You see more in me than I see in myself, that’s for sure.’