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Chapters (43)
  1. Author’s Note with Content Warnings
  2. CHAPTER ONE
  3. CHAPTER TWO
  4. CHAPTER THREE
  5. CHAPTER FOUR
  6. CHAPTER FIVE
  7. CHAPTER SIX
  8. CHAPTER SEVEN
  9. CHAPTER EIGHT
  10. CHAPTER NINE
  11. CHAPTER TEN
  12. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  13. CHAPTER TWELVE
  14. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  15. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  16. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  17. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  18. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  19. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  20. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  21. CHAPTER TWENTY
  22. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  31. CHAPTER THIRTY
  32. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  33. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  41. CHAPTER FORTY
  42. EPILOGUE
  43. Acknowledgments

Boiling over with tears, Marcos abandons his tray and races for the double-doored exit and vanishes into the courtyard outside. “Oh, baby girl,” Vance mutters, pressing an anguished hand to his heart.

I’d be annoyed with Vance’s theatrics if they weren’t my exact same sentiments. We’re forcing Marcos into the same predicament with his family that Ario put me in with mine. Do it, it’s the right thing! So what if you get thrown out? I should’ve known better, even though Darcy is also correct—she, Jack, and Vance have risked a lot more than Marcos and I have for the greater good.

What a complete mess.

I didn’t think it was possible to be any more desperately sorry for Marcos—maybe even desperate to kiss the sadness out of him—but here I am, spinning around on the bench to run after him. Darcy’s sinewy hand lands on my wrist. “Don’t,” she says. “You’ll make it worse.”

“Ah, you just know what everyone needs, don’t you?” I accuse. One of my weaker barbs, but still effective. Darcy briefly turns into a quivering bowl of Jell-O.

“Good going, Darcy,” Jack moans. “You didn’t have to punch low on Marcos like that.”

“Listen to me,” Darcy says. “Marcos isn’t the only smarty-pants here who got his hopes and dreams vampired out of him by Nightlight.” Discreetly, she pushes a tear back with the edge of her thumb. “I’m just trying to get us home, is all.”

While I crawl inside my own belly button, Molly cautiously waits to speak until everyone has finished lobbing poison darts at each other. “Our emotions are high, and that’s okay,” she says. “Marcos will be fine. We’re all looking out for each other. So, what’s next? Actionables!” She swirls a finger at Jack and Vance. “One of you chipmunks is heading up that watchtower,”—she swings over to me—“and Connor gets himself thrown in the bunker. Is that right?”

“We still need keys for the bunker plan to work,” Darcy says.

“I can get Marcos to give me the keys,” I say as if it’s a fact. Marcos is the sort of puppy you have to approach carefully—but if you do, he’s all yours. What you don’t do is bark, “Help us because it’s the right thing, asshole,” as honest as that may be.

The tone in the room changes in a blink.

Outside, Bill’s country music halts as searing radio feedback cuts through the watchtower speakers. At the harsh sound, Bill and the Reverend leap from their table. Almost immediately, a new song begins—a woman’s silken voice croons over a lush, old-fashioned piano recording.

“What the hell…?” Bill asks, his happy-fool face crumpling like paper.

“This is the same record as your lunch music?” the Reverend asks.