Chapters (43)
- Author’s Note with Content Warnings
- CHAPTER ONE
- CHAPTER TWO
- CHAPTER THREE
- CHAPTER FOUR
- CHAPTER FIVE
- CHAPTER SIX
- CHAPTER SEVEN
- CHAPTER EIGHT
- CHAPTER NINE
- CHAPTER TEN
- CHAPTER ELEVEN
- CHAPTER TWELVE
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN
- CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
- CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
- CHAPTER NINETEEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY
- CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
- CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
- CHAPTER THIRTY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
- CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
- CHAPTER FORTY
- EPILOGUE
- Acknowledgments
With that, Molly passes me. Rude, correct Molly; now I’m awash in anxiety and guilt. I have to get home to Ario. If I stay here too long, I’ll lose him to the city. I need to put the Vicky plan into action and get out of this place. Then I can find the Reverend’s FBI agents and let them catch Ricky’s killer themselves. It’s their job, not mine.
We need to catch up with Marcos, but I can’t make him out through the trees. Molly and I hurdle snaking cable roots and jagged tree stumps until a low-pitched yelp stops us. A scream of surprise—Marcos—echoes through the forest, scattering birds from their roosts.
Someone has found him.
CHAPTER NINETEEN
CHAPTER NINETEEN
THE WATCHTOWER
Molly hesitates, but I run in wide, confident bounds toward Marcos’s shouting. The bunny hops toward the predators. Marcos left class to protect me, and I’m not going to let him get his cheek sliced open for his trouble. I whip past curtain after curtain of tangled green until I can’t hear Molly behind me anymore. The next curtain parts, and the claustrophobic forest opens into a serene clearing. A ring of low, secondary growth trees encircle an extinguished fire pit as the sweet hit of barbecue lingers in the air.
Beyond the pit, Karaoke Bill holds a Pez dispenser taser to Marcos’s chest—the ancient bastard in grubby safari clothes is only an inch shorter than Marcos is. Bill lays eyes on me, and his onion skin lips crack open into a wide grin. “You said you didn’t know where the new kid was,” he accuses Marcos, who is speechless.
“What are you doing here?” I ask Marcos without thinking twice, my brain formulating a plan one step ahead of my lips. “I told you not to follow me.”
“What?” Bill asks, his smile collapsing like a brick pile.
“I had a migraine and needed aspirin from the clinic, and I didn’t want to wait for Ramona to come back. Marcos said he wouldn’t let me leave—can you believe that?—and it looks like he followed me to come drag me back.”
Humidity hangs thickly among us as Marcos and Bill are both silenced. I’m a gunslinger of a liar. You’re a liar and a cover-upper, my mom always said. It started with sticking a thermometer to a light bulb to fake a fever and eventually grew into hiding my browser history. We queers are a devious breed. Quick storytellers.
“I told you not to run off,” Marcos says, joining my lie, breath coming easier to him now that Bill’s taser is lowering. “They think you escaped.”
“No, they don’t!” I guffaw. Squinting, Bill pivots his taser to me. “You thought I was escaping?”