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Chapters (43)
  1. Author’s Note with Content Warnings
  2. CHAPTER ONE
  3. CHAPTER TWO
  4. CHAPTER THREE
  5. CHAPTER FOUR
  6. CHAPTER FIVE
  7. CHAPTER SIX
  8. CHAPTER SEVEN
  9. CHAPTER EIGHT
  10. CHAPTER NINE
  11. CHAPTER TEN
  12. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  13. CHAPTER TWELVE
  14. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  15. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  16. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  17. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  18. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  19. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  20. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  21. CHAPTER TWENTY
  22. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  31. CHAPTER THIRTY
  32. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  33. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  41. CHAPTER FORTY
  42. EPILOGUE
  43. Acknowledgments

“You’re gonna have a whole lot of nothing if you don’t start taking Nightlight seriously.” Molly taps the anthill of gauze taped across her cheek. “This was just me getting a little mouthy. You’re talking about collecting evidence to send someone to jail, maybe all of them if they knew who they were hiding. They’re gonna make you disappear, Mr. Cute. Mr. Flirty, Cute, Jokey-Joke, Flute Around the Neck.”

The jungle becomes arctic cold as Molly’s wham-bang truth trickles down my skin like egg yolk, chilly and unpleasant. “You’re right.”

“It’s my life you’re messing with too.”

“I wasn’t flirting.” The only response I could think of was also the weakest. Of course I was flirting with Marcos. He’s hunky and it took my mind off how overwhelmed I am with the job ahead of me—and about how crummy and alone I’ve felt for weeks. Regardless, Molly is right: my head needs to wrap around the seriousness of this situation before I run off trying to be Connor Major, Island Detective.

Ricky is dead and nothing I do will bring him back. Finding his missing file is only doable if I can do so safely—for me, for Molly, for Marcos, for anybody.

“So, who was that girl in your lock screen picture yesterday?” I ask. The one she had her arms wrapped around on her phone’s lock screen. One of Nightlight’s people changed my lock screen picture to Ario to embarrass me, but maybe Molly was prouder than I was and put hers there herself. Maybe every day before yesterday, she got to unlock her phone and show the whole world whom she was with. I asked because I’m tired of being the only one on the defensive. I risked my ass trying to make sure Molly was all right, and suddenly, I’m getting attacked for some harmless flirting.

Molly crunches through leaves in silence before admitting, “Girlfriend.”

“I figured that much,” I say. “What’s her name?”

“I don’t want to talk about her.”

“Why not?”

“Because I don’t feel like crying right now.” Molly stops cold on top of a fallen palm branch, which snaps underneath her as she spins to me. Fire dances behind the water in her eyes. “I’m leaving ASAP, I’m grabbing her, and…we’re never going back to Tucson. My brain can’t comprehend spending the rest of the day on this island, much less a week, three months, or however long my dad plans on draining my trust fund to keep me away from her. I’m also in a bit of a hurry because, apparently, there’s a gay-bashing maniac on the loose.”