Chapters (61)
- Cover
- Praise for Patricia Wilson
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- More from Patricia Wilson
- About the Author
- Acknowledgements
- Author’s Note
My sadness ballooned inside me. Nobody spoke, silence reigned in our lifeboat. Everyone gazed at the final seconds of that most majestic ship, paying homage to her like the great goddess of the sea that she was. We all knew these moments would stay clear in our memory until the day we ourselves died. The air was heavy with the most wretched grief.
‘Look! They’re leaving,’ I whispered, reluctant to break the silence. ‘But somebody’s still up there, on the bridge, look!’ Wet, shaking, and clutching my bruised belly with one arm, I lifted the other and pointed.
‘Your hand’s bleeding,’ the priest said. ‘You must have caught some of that broken glass.’
I looked down and noticed the rip in my sodden apron bib. In a flash of clarity, I remembered the sharp stab as I had tried to grasp the lifesaver tapes. ‘No, it was Sissy’s watch pin,’ I said while imagining my dear sister’s silver timepiece descending through the turquoise Aegean. Only God could know how deep the water was at that point? Perhaps the watch was still spinning slowly towards the seabed. Perhaps it was the glint of silver that had attracted the dolphin’s attention in the first place. Could my mother’s gift have inadvertently saved my life? So overwhelmed by this glorious thought, I trembled and started to cry silently.
The baker put his arm around my shoulders. ‘You’re in shock,’ he said. ‘But try and stay calm, you’re safe as can be, and we’ll soon be on dry land.’
The sea had drawn level with the Britannic’s control centre. Staring at the vessel, the chaplain crossed himself again. ‘Look, that’s our brave captain, still in his pyjamas. May God save his soul. If he doesn’t get away now, he’ll be sucked under with the ship.’
The men, one in uniform, one in pyjamas, walked off the deck at the side of the bridge, straight into the water. They swam to a raft, we all watched, willing them on, as they pulled themselves to safety. The sinking ship groaned and gasped in its dying moments. A lifeboat picked up the two men and rowed clear, while HMHS Britannic seemed to hesitate for a moment.
A series of deafening detonations rose from below. I guessed the ship’s boilers had exploded. Not that I knew anything except what I had read in the broadsheets about the Titanic’s demise. I had found the personal accounts of surviving passengers fascinating, but never dreamed I would, one day, find myself in a similar situation.