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Chapters (72)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Part I
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Part II
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Chapter 40
  46. Chapter 41
  47. Chapter 42
  48. Chapter 43
  49. Chapter 44
  50. Chapter 45
  51. Chapter 46
  52. Chapter 47
  53. Chapter 48
  54. Chapter 49
  55. Chapter 50
  56. Chapter 51
  57. Chapter 52
  58. Chapter 53
  59. Chapter 54
  60. Chapter 55
  61. Chapter 56
  62. Chapter 57
  63. Chapter 58
  64. Chapter 59
  65. Chapter 60
  66. Chapter 61
  67. Epilogue
  68. Author’s Note
  69. Acknowledgments
  70. About the Author
  71. Also by Nadia Hashimi
  72. About the Publisher

“Antonia’s interested to know when you’re planning on leaving and how,” Tilly inserted, her tone soothing. “She works for the embassy, so they’re always keeping tabs on Americans here. For safety reasons, of course.”

“Yeah,” Indigo said, drawing out the word and running his fingers through the silk of his hair. “I’ve been around long enough. I don’t think that’s all there is to it.”

“Mother, can we have a word, please?” Antonia said, rising from her seat.

“We won’t be long,” Tilly said, as they stepped into the bedroom. Antonia looked at me, then turned to her mother.

“What were you thinking, bringing a couple of hippies here?” she whispered with her back to the door.

“You said we need to get Star out of the country without the wrong Afghans finding out. These people can do that,” she explained.

“These people. What exactly have you been doing with these people?”

“What does that have to do with anything?” Tilly asked.

“This is so like you to do this,” Antonia muttered. “I told you I’m working on a plan with my contacts, people who understand the situation, not with some free spirits who help you get high.”

“You need to get her out of the country now. You said yourself that your people refuse to take a child with family here. And if her uncle is one of the bad guys now—”

“The bad guys?”

“Yes, the bad guys!” Tilly said, shooting me an apologetic look. Until now, they’d had these conversations when they thought I couldn’t hear them.

“And who are the good guys, Mother?” Nia asked. She sat on the corner of her bed.

“Aren’t we the good guys? You and your friends at the embassy?”

Nia said nothing. She stared at the wedge of comforter between her legs. Tilly cupped my face in her hands. Her fingers felt cool and soft against my face. She said something about leaving the guests alone too long and returned to the living room. Nia stood and followed her.

I went back to the door so I wouldn’t miss a word. Antonia let out a long, slow breath and leaned forward in her seat.

“There is a person who needs to leave Afghanistan,” Antonia said, finally breaking the prickly silence. “Quietly.”

I heard the sofa creak and the man clear his throat.

“Is that why you invited us over?” he asked.

“What route are you planning on taking to get to Pakistan?”

“What does ‘quietly’ mean?” he asked.

Antonia didn’t reply.

“Are you asking me to smuggle someone out of the country?” Then he laughed, a staccato laugh with sharp inhales. “That’s the craziest proposition I’ve ever heard, and I’ve heard some crazy stuff. I’m out to see the world, not the inside of an Afghan prison.”