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Chapters (72)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Part I
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Part II
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Chapter 40
  46. Chapter 41
  47. Chapter 42
  48. Chapter 43
  49. Chapter 44
  50. Chapter 45
  51. Chapter 46
  52. Chapter 47
  53. Chapter 48
  54. Chapter 49
  55. Chapter 50
  56. Chapter 51
  57. Chapter 52
  58. Chapter 53
  59. Chapter 54
  60. Chapter 55
  61. Chapter 56
  62. Chapter 57
  63. Chapter 58
  64. Chapter 59
  65. Chapter 60
  66. Chapter 61
  67. Epilogue
  68. Author’s Note
  69. Acknowledgments
  70. About the Author
  71. Also by Nadia Hashimi
  72. About the Publisher

With blades of grass between my toes, I stood beside Janet. Round and round, she pumped the broomstick up and down, as if trying to keep my shirts and pants from escaping. The water smelled of something so harsh that it stung my eyes and nostrils worse than raw onions. I could not bring myself to look away and stood there as she drowned my clothes, watching my shirt bleed red pigment into the milky water.

Chapter 30

I walked back to the house, my eyes burning with tears. I was lucky Janet hadn’t taken the clothes off my back or she might have found the ring in my pocket. I needed to find a new place to hide it for now. From the corner of my eye, I thought I saw Everett walk past the opening between the kitchen and the living room. I stayed back to avoid him and moved toward the stairs when I didn’t hear footsteps.

Just as I opened the door to the bedroom, I heard a click behind me. I whirled around to see a boy and a girl watching me from the half-open door across the hall. The girl looked to be a couple of years older than me and had sharply cut bangs. The boy was younger, perhaps in his first or second year of school. These were the children Janet had said were playing in the neighborhood. It must have been their footsteps I’d heard when Ann had left.

“What’s your name?” the boy whispered. He had freckles across his cheeks and nose and hair the color of a setting sun. When I didn’t answer, he repeated his question. He looked harmless, and I was desperate to feel a little less alone.

“Sita—” I paused, then righted myself. “Aryana.”

“Aryana,” he said. “That’s a funny name. My name is Gabriel. This is Shawna.”

As if he were crossing a busy road, Gabriel looked both ways before stepping into the hallway.

“I’ll be your friend,” Gabriel said. “But only if you’re nice. Are you nice?”

It felt like a thousand years since I’d spoken to another child. I nodded, hoping that Gabriel would keep talking. Shawna lingered in the doorway, pinching her bottom lip between two fingers.

“Don’t get in trouble,” Gabriel wasted no time in warning me. “They don’t like noise or a mess. I heard her tell you that already. Everett doesn’t like it if you talk about baseball or fish. He likes you if you pray to God a lot. Can you do that?”

I nodded.

“That’s good. Is this your first foster home?”

I didn’t know what a foster home was, but this was my first of anything in America so I nodded again.

“Can’t you talk?” he said, his head cocked.

“Yes, I can speak English,” I said, but careful as I was with my pronunciation, Gabriel’s face twisted in confusion.