Chapters (72)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Prologue
- Part I
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Part II
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Also by Nadia Hashimi
- About the Publisher
With blades of grass between my toes, I stood beside Janet. Round and round, she pumped the broomstick up and down, as if trying to keep my shirts and pants from escaping. The water smelled of something so harsh that it stung my eyes and nostrils worse than raw onions. I could not bring myself to look away and stood there as she drowned my clothes, watching my shirt bleed red pigment into the milky water.
Chapter 30
I walked back to the house, my eyes burning with tears. I was lucky Janet hadn’t taken the clothes off my back or she might have found the ring in my pocket. I needed to find a new place to hide it for now. From the corner of my eye, I thought I saw Everett walk past the opening between the kitchen and the living room. I stayed back to avoid him and moved toward the stairs when I didn’t hear footsteps.
Just as I opened the door to the bedroom, I heard a click behind me. I whirled around to see a boy and a girl watching me from the half-open door across the hall. The girl looked to be a couple of years older than me and had sharply cut bangs. The boy was younger, perhaps in his first or second year of school. These were the children Janet had said were playing in the neighborhood. It must have been their footsteps I’d heard when Ann had left.
“What’s your name?” the boy whispered. He had freckles across his cheeks and nose and hair the color of a setting sun. When I didn’t answer, he repeated his question. He looked harmless, and I was desperate to feel a little less alone.
“Sita—” I paused, then righted myself. “Aryana.”
“Aryana,” he said. “That’s a funny name. My name is Gabriel. This is Shawna.”
As if he were crossing a busy road, Gabriel looked both ways before stepping into the hallway.
“I’ll be your friend,” Gabriel said. “But only if you’re nice. Are you nice?”
It felt like a thousand years since I’d spoken to another child. I nodded, hoping that Gabriel would keep talking. Shawna lingered in the doorway, pinching her bottom lip between two fingers.
“Don’t get in trouble,” Gabriel wasted no time in warning me. “They don’t like noise or a mess. I heard her tell you that already. Everett doesn’t like it if you talk about baseball or fish. He likes you if you pray to God a lot. Can you do that?”
I nodded.
“That’s good. Is this your first foster home?”
I didn’t know what a foster home was, but this was my first of anything in America so I nodded again.
“Can’t you talk?” he said, his head cocked.
“Yes, I can speak English,” I said, but careful as I was with my pronunciation, Gabriel’s face twisted in confusion.