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Chapters (72)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Part I
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Part II
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Chapter 40
  46. Chapter 41
  47. Chapter 42
  48. Chapter 43
  49. Chapter 44
  50. Chapter 45
  51. Chapter 46
  52. Chapter 47
  53. Chapter 48
  54. Chapter 49
  55. Chapter 50
  56. Chapter 51
  57. Chapter 52
  58. Chapter 53
  59. Chapter 54
  60. Chapter 55
  61. Chapter 56
  62. Chapter 57
  63. Chapter 58
  64. Chapter 59
  65. Chapter 60
  66. Chapter 61
  67. Epilogue
  68. Author’s Note
  69. Acknowledgments
  70. About the Author
  71. Also by Nadia Hashimi
  72. About the Publisher

“And made a few friends along the way, didn’t you?” Antonia replied glibly.

Tilly slurped her tea loudly, her brightened eyelids fluttering over the rim as she ignored her daughter’s comment.

“I know my home. I can find everything. You go alone, you will come back with nothing,” I warned. Antonia paced the living room, one hand on her hip.

“Fine,” she said. “But we’ll need to move carefully so we’re not noticed. Do you think you can do that?”

As planned, Antonia purchased a blue chadori from the market. Tilly ran her fingers over the mesh window and draped the supple fabric over her arm.

“Nia, do you remember the costume I wore in that production of The Glass Menagerie?”

“How could I forget? I sat through twenty-four performances,” Antonia said dryly.

“Twenty-four sold-out performances,” Tilly corrected.

The following day I wore one of the dresses Antonia had bought for me from the same secondhand shop my mother used to frequent. Antonia pulled her hair back, then loosened it and retied it. In the cover story I’d devised, Antonia would play the part of an Afghan woman too modest to show her face in public or speak to strange men. Since I was a child, I would speak for her.

“It’s a marvelous plan, Nia,” Tilly said, nodding her head in approval. “One that requires a bit of performance even in the absence of dialogue. Girls, forget you’re acting. Be who you say you are and you’ll have the audience wrapped around your dainty little fingers.”

“Are you okay?” Antonia asked me. I tensed, realizing fear was a contagion and that Nia and I were at risk of infecting each other with it. I stood and put my hand on the doorknob, hoping bravery was just as transmissible.

Tilly squeezed us both and kissed our cheeks. She stood in the doorway to see us off.

“You’ll both be spectacular!” she said, as if we were headed off to our first day of school.

I kept my gaze up but my head lowered. At the end of Chicken Street, Antonia whispered to me to slow down. My foot had been healing rapidly, and I was moving faster than Antonia could. As I watched her feet catch on the long hem of the chadori, I was reminded of a joke my mother had once made.

The longer the chadori, the less likely people are to trip and fall, she said. I had looked confused. Not the woman wearing the chadori, she clarified, but the perverted men who gawk at women’s ankles.