Back Sparks Like Stars
Chapters (72)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Part I
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Part II
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Chapter 40
  46. Chapter 41
  47. Chapter 42
  48. Chapter 43
  49. Chapter 44
  50. Chapter 45
  51. Chapter 46
  52. Chapter 47
  53. Chapter 48
  54. Chapter 49
  55. Chapter 50
  56. Chapter 51
  57. Chapter 52
  58. Chapter 53
  59. Chapter 54
  60. Chapter 55
  61. Chapter 56
  62. Chapter 57
  63. Chapter 58
  64. Chapter 59
  65. Chapter 60
  66. Chapter 61
  67. Epilogue
  68. Author’s Note
  69. Acknowledgments
  70. About the Author
  71. Also by Nadia Hashimi
  72. About the Publisher

I took one and sat cross-legged on the concrete of the roof to keep out of view.

Tilly closed her eyes, drinking in the sun’s glow. From the shops below, I heard the tinkling of door chimes and echoes of bargaining. For two weeks, I’d not walked farther than the length of a room. My legs felt unsure of themselves, weak. I stretched them out in front of me.

I thought Tilly had fallen asleep, so when she spoke, her voice startled me and caused me to sit up straight.

“You were limping,” she said. “What happened to your foot?”

I tried to hide my foot from her. She shook her head, disappointed.

Tahera’s stitches had pulled the edges of my wound together so tightly that the flesh had formed a lumpy ridge. I tried not to walk in the presence of Tilly or Nia, not wanting to draw attention.

“Maybe not today,” she said, turning to me. “But it will get better. And I’m not just talking about your foot. A foot is just a foot after all. I don’t know what happened to you, but I can see it was beastly, whatever it was. It will get better.”

She settled back into her chair and gazed at the cloudless sky.

“What does an old woman know—that’s probably what you’re thinking. I know this old woman isn’t always right. I was never known for making sensible decisions. You can ask Nia and she’ll be the first to agree. But I also know that children are very, very good at taking life’s lemons and making lemonade. I left Nia with plenty of lemons,” Tilly said wistfully. She pumped her small fist in the air. “And just look at her now!”

I didn’t understand what lemons had to do with anything, but I did understand she was telling me to trust her daughter. I wasn’t ready to do that because her daughter worked for a government and at the moment anything connected to governments made my palms sweat.

“I haven’t been here long. I flew in just a few weeks ago. Antonia was so surprised to see me, maybe even more surprised than we were to see you,” she exclaimed. “But I missed her. She’s a good person with a great big heart. And the way she knows how to work with all kinds of people—oh—it’s . . . it’s alchemy! She didn’t get that from me, though I did give her a love for the stage and stories. Her father, he was the one who really paid attention to her. He worked for a newspaper. Started reading articles to her before she could walk. Brilliant man though he was . . . well, it’s not right to speak ill of the dead. But he was a bit . . .”