Chapters (72)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Prologue
- Part I
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Part II
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Also by Nadia Hashimi
- About the Publisher
“Okay, okay. Let’s start with some basics,” she said. “I’m Antonia.”
“You can call her Nia, if that’s easier. I used to call her that when she was just a little girl,” the older woman interjected cheerily. Nia was a lot easier for me to pronounce. Even in my head, I couldn’t make the syllables of her full name roll out smoothly.
“And this is Tilly, my mother,” Antonia said.
They behaved nothing like any mother and daughter I’d ever seen.
“What is your name?” the woman named Tilly asked, her eyes wide and childlike. Her fingers toyed with the fuchsia scarf that hung around her neck. Then her expression soured and she turned to her daughter. “Oh, I can’t do anything but speak to her in English! Can’t you ask her in Afghani?”
“Dari,” her daughter corrected softly. She was doing a fair job of pretending not to look at my nails bitten to the quick and the half-healed bruises and scrapes on my body.
“Fine, in Dari then. And ask her if she—”
“Mother, please!” Antonia said, and Tilly blinked tightly and pressed a fingertip to her lips.
“Nam-e-shoma chee ast?” Antonia asked stiffly. Her Dari surprised me, and not just because she’d addressed me with the formal you, a kind of respect that was never given a child. Though she had only asked my name, I did not answer.
Her mother suggested a few more questions to ask, her eyes darting from me to her daughter.
“Mother, can you leave this to me, please?”
Tilly nodded. She had her elbows on her knees, and though she was thin, her movements were so jaunty that she could have been mistaken for a child.
“You are safe here. I want to help you,” Antonia continued in Dari. “Was that man your father?”
“What did you ask her?” Tilly whispered.
“If that man was her father.”
“The man with the gun?” Tilly balked. “That was certainly not her father. They have completely opposite energies.”
Antonia blinked slowly.
I remained silent, still unsure what to make of the entire situation. I was away from Shair but now in the hands of foreigners.
The older woman pursed her lips and let out a long whistle. She said something about Afghanistan being a very exciting but strange country. Antonia stood and disappeared into an adjoining room. A moment later, she emerged with sheets, a blanket, and a pillow, all of which she set on the far end of the sofa. Then she went to the kitchen and brought back a collection of offerings—two slices of buttered bread, a bowl of pistachios, an apple, and a foil-wrapped chocolate. She placed the tray next to the untouched cup of mango juice.
“Will you call the police?” Tilly asked her daughter.
With her eyes on me, Antonia shook her head.