Back Sparks Like Stars
Chapters (72)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Part I
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Part II
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Chapter 40
  46. Chapter 41
  47. Chapter 42
  48. Chapter 43
  49. Chapter 44
  50. Chapter 45
  51. Chapter 46
  52. Chapter 47
  53. Chapter 48
  54. Chapter 49
  55. Chapter 50
  56. Chapter 51
  57. Chapter 52
  58. Chapter 53
  59. Chapter 54
  60. Chapter 55
  61. Chapter 56
  62. Chapter 57
  63. Chapter 58
  64. Chapter 59
  65. Chapter 60
  66. Chapter 61
  67. Epilogue
  68. Author’s Note
  69. Acknowledgments
  70. About the Author
  71. Also by Nadia Hashimi
  72. About the Publisher

“Okay, okay. Let’s start with some basics,” she said. “I’m Antonia.”

“You can call her Nia, if that’s easier. I used to call her that when she was just a little girl,” the older woman interjected cheerily. Nia was a lot easier for me to pronounce. Even in my head, I couldn’t make the syllables of her full name roll out smoothly.

“And this is Tilly, my mother,” Antonia said.

They behaved nothing like any mother and daughter I’d ever seen.

“What is your name?” the woman named Tilly asked, her eyes wide and childlike. Her fingers toyed with the fuchsia scarf that hung around her neck. Then her expression soured and she turned to her daughter. “Oh, I can’t do anything but speak to her in English! Can’t you ask her in Afghani?”

“Dari,” her daughter corrected softly. She was doing a fair job of pretending not to look at my nails bitten to the quick and the half-healed bruises and scrapes on my body.

“Fine, in Dari then. And ask her if she—”

“Mother, please!” Antonia said, and Tilly blinked tightly and pressed a fingertip to her lips.

“Nam-e-shoma chee ast?” Antonia asked stiffly. Her Dari surprised me, and not just because she’d addressed me with the formal you, a kind of respect that was never given a child. Though she had only asked my name, I did not answer.

Her mother suggested a few more questions to ask, her eyes darting from me to her daughter.

“Mother, can you leave this to me, please?”

Tilly nodded. She had her elbows on her knees, and though she was thin, her movements were so jaunty that she could have been mistaken for a child.

“You are safe here. I want to help you,” Antonia continued in Dari. “Was that man your father?”

“What did you ask her?” Tilly whispered.

“If that man was her father.”

“The man with the gun?” Tilly balked. “That was certainly not her father. They have completely opposite energies.”

Antonia blinked slowly.

I remained silent, still unsure what to make of the entire situation. I was away from Shair but now in the hands of foreigners.

The older woman pursed her lips and let out a long whistle. She said something about Afghanistan being a very exciting but strange country. Antonia stood and disappeared into an adjoining room. A moment later, she emerged with sheets, a blanket, and a pillow, all of which she set on the far end of the sofa. Then she went to the kitchen and brought back a collection of offerings—two slices of buttered bread, a bowl of pistachios, an apple, and a foil-wrapped chocolate. She placed the tray next to the untouched cup of mango juice.

“Will you call the police?” Tilly asked her daughter.

With her eyes on me, Antonia shook her head.