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Chapters (72)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Part I
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Part II
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Chapter 40
  46. Chapter 41
  47. Chapter 42
  48. Chapter 43
  49. Chapter 44
  50. Chapter 45
  51. Chapter 46
  52. Chapter 47
  53. Chapter 48
  54. Chapter 49
  55. Chapter 50
  56. Chapter 51
  57. Chapter 52
  58. Chapter 53
  59. Chapter 54
  60. Chapter 55
  61. Chapter 56
  62. Chapter 57
  63. Chapter 58
  64. Chapter 59
  65. Chapter 60
  66. Chapter 61
  67. Epilogue
  68. Author’s Note
  69. Acknowledgments
  70. About the Author
  71. Also by Nadia Hashimi
  72. About the Publisher

“Don’t hurt them,” I whispered to him. “Please!”

The women stood in front of a door, one reaching into her purse. As we approached, she whirled around.

“Salaam, who are you?” she said, loudly enough that a sleeping stray yelped in protest. She had stepped, protectively, in front of the other woman. She clenched her right hand in a fist with keys pointing out from between her fingers like tiny blades.

From behind Shair, I examined the two of them. The one who had turned her hand into a claw appeared close in age to my mother. The woman behind her was a good bit older, with thick wooden bangles that clacked on her thin wrist. She looked confused until her gaze fell upon the revolver Shair held at his side.

“What do you think you’re doing?” the older woman shouted in English, stepping between the younger woman and Shair. They hadn’t even noticed me.

“Mother, let me handle this,” the other woman said, her voice controlled and firm. She never took her eyes off Shair’s face, not even when she pulled her mother back by her sleeve.

Shair looked from one to the other, then took a single step to his left. The women’s eyes fell on me.

“You help girl,” Shair said in halting English. “Kabul dangerous.”

He was going to leave me with them. Shair disappeared into the night, his footfalls like raindrops on a roof.

You help girl. Kabul dangerous.

Their eyes rolled over me slowly, as if there were some message to decipher in the gray T-shirt and trousers I was wearing, a boy’s outfit that hung loosely on my frame. I didn’t realize my hands were balled into fists until I saw their eyes flicker at them. Still, I kept them tight and ready.

“Wait! Who are you? Is this your daughter?” The younger woman whispered loudly down the street. But Shair had disappeared into the dark, like a candle flame extinguished between two fingers. I heard the familiar sound of his car rumbling to life one street over.

Daughter. Before our tutor, my father had taught me the English words for family members, marveling at how close their words were to ours. Daughter—dokhtar. Mother—madar. Father—padar. Brother—braadar. In the most precious names, he said, the differences between East and West dissolved.

“Isn’t that bizarre!” the older woman said. “He didn’t even take our handbags!”

They looked from me to the darkness as if they weren’t sure what else might emerge from the night.

“Hello,” the younger woman said to me in English. She spoke cautiously. “My name is Antonia. What is your name?”

I did not answer.