Back Sparks Like Stars
Chapters (72)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Part I
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Part II
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Chapter 40
  46. Chapter 41
  47. Chapter 42
  48. Chapter 43
  49. Chapter 44
  50. Chapter 45
  51. Chapter 46
  52. Chapter 47
  53. Chapter 48
  54. Chapter 49
  55. Chapter 50
  56. Chapter 51
  57. Chapter 52
  58. Chapter 53
  59. Chapter 54
  60. Chapter 55
  61. Chapter 56
  62. Chapter 57
  63. Chapter 58
  64. Chapter 59
  65. Chapter 60
  66. Chapter 61
  67. Epilogue
  68. Author’s Note
  69. Acknowledgments
  70. About the Author
  71. Also by Nadia Hashimi
  72. About the Publisher

“We must dig here,” I command. I run my hands across the ground like a diving rod.

The two men stand over me.

“Why did you not bring shovels?”

They do not budge. Though they’re not inclined to take orders from me, they leave me where I am.

Everyone arrives then. The officer we met last time. Rostam, Clay, and Mom. Two more guards, one looking more bewildered than the other.

“What are you doing out here?” the supervising officer asks me. “What’s this information you claim to have?”

I take a deep breath and stand to face him.

“We must dig here,” I command. “I was told this is where they were buried. Let’s not waste time.”

“You speak as if you have stars and stripes on your jacket,” he mutters. “Who gave you this idea?”

“Please,” I say. “The man who told me was a soldier at Arg that night. He knew. This must be the place.”

I am leaning into what I believe in my heart. Shair may not have known the exact coordinates, but he brought me here.

“This is a small ask,” Rostam adds. “Given the number of bodies found over the years, she’s more likely to be right than wrong.”

The officer huffs.

“There is a process to these matters,” he says. “We don’t just pick up shovels.”

He turns his back on us and puts his hands on his hips.

“I’ll have to answer for this,” he mutters, then looks at two men waiting on his command. He shakes his head in the direction of the building.

Mom breathes an audible sigh of relief.

Heavy shovels and rusted picks are brought out in a wheelbarrow. The officer spreads the guards out within the circle. The earth in this patch is dry, every drop of moisture soaked up by thirsty roots. The surface does not want to be breached.

The officer walks to where Mom and I are standing.

“We shall see,” he tells me. “But I suggest you take this time to ask yourself what you’re hoping to find under this dirt.”

I pick up an idle shovel and choose an area away from others. The guards look from me to their supervisor, wondering if he’ll stop me from digging. He only shrugs and steps away to answer a call from the prison.

Rostam and Clay take turns too, giving the guards a break. Soon we are all sweating. My palms ache, but I do not pause. I toss small heaps of earth behind me, just past the trees.