Chapters (72)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Prologue
- Part I
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Part II
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Also by Nadia Hashimi
- About the Publisher
“We must dig here,” I command. I run my hands across the ground like a diving rod.
The two men stand over me.
“Why did you not bring shovels?”
They do not budge. Though they’re not inclined to take orders from me, they leave me where I am.
Everyone arrives then. The officer we met last time. Rostam, Clay, and Mom. Two more guards, one looking more bewildered than the other.
“What are you doing out here?” the supervising officer asks me. “What’s this information you claim to have?”
I take a deep breath and stand to face him.
“We must dig here,” I command. “I was told this is where they were buried. Let’s not waste time.”
“You speak as if you have stars and stripes on your jacket,” he mutters. “Who gave you this idea?”
“Please,” I say. “The man who told me was a soldier at Arg that night. He knew. This must be the place.”
I am leaning into what I believe in my heart. Shair may not have known the exact coordinates, but he brought me here.
“This is a small ask,” Rostam adds. “Given the number of bodies found over the years, she’s more likely to be right than wrong.”
The officer huffs.
“There is a process to these matters,” he says. “We don’t just pick up shovels.”
He turns his back on us and puts his hands on his hips.
“I’ll have to answer for this,” he mutters, then looks at two men waiting on his command. He shakes his head in the direction of the building.
Mom breathes an audible sigh of relief.
Heavy shovels and rusted picks are brought out in a wheelbarrow. The officer spreads the guards out within the circle. The earth in this patch is dry, every drop of moisture soaked up by thirsty roots. The surface does not want to be breached.
The officer walks to where Mom and I are standing.
“We shall see,” he tells me. “But I suggest you take this time to ask yourself what you’re hoping to find under this dirt.”
I pick up an idle shovel and choose an area away from others. The guards look from me to their supervisor, wondering if he’ll stop me from digging. He only shrugs and steps away to answer a call from the prison.
Rostam and Clay take turns too, giving the guards a break. Soon we are all sweating. My palms ache, but I do not pause. I toss small heaps of earth behind me, just past the trees.