Chapters (72)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Prologue
- Part I
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Part II
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Also by Nadia Hashimi
- About the Publisher
Padar, if you’re not careful, you’ll lose to her again!
Sitara, I’m prepared for it. She’s won me over a thousand times already, my father would reply. He had a way of looking at my mother that made her look away and blush.
Sulaiman, please! Mom would chide, holding in her laughter behind a tight smile. Stop or I’ll not play with you at all.
You see, Sitara. If you don’t have the heart of a lion, do not travel the path of love.
We walk a flagstone path to the far end of the gardens. The swimming pool is empty of water, though that hasn’t deterred a band of small boys from playing in the hollow. Two boys sit on the edge, their legs swinging. They turn their heads away and cheer, as if they’ve conjured the cool splash of water on a hot day.
“Sometimes I look at kids here and see ghosts from my childhood. I look for my friends and neighbors and cousins in their faces,” I admit. “As if time might have stood still all the years I’ve been gone.”
“Time isn’t that courteous,” Clay replies, his voice weighted with melancholy. “People keep living and growing and changing and dying whether we’re there or not.”
We pass a tree stump, thick and gray as an elephant’s foot, and a marble masjid with scalloped archways. Men prostrate in prayer in the alcove of the structure, where slanted sunlight warms their devoted backs. We walk through wooden doors twice my height and enter another enclosure.
Babur ordered that this garden be constructed in the image of the gardens of Paradise. Clay and I circle his tomb, admiring the marble lattice of its exterior before stepping into the cool shade inside. The entire structure is a marble enterprise, with a tall, upright headstone.
“Do you believe in heaven?” Clay asks me. Stippled light falls through the latticework and creates the effect of waves on the tomb.
His question makes me think of what Shair said about the seven heavens as we stood over his son’s grave. Whether I landed in the heaven with water or the one with white pearls, or brass, or gold, wouldn’t matter to me. Nor would I care if I ascended to the heavens with the Angel of Death or Isa or stood in the shade of the enigmatic Lote tree with Moses. I only wanted to know whether God would spread a single family over its seven layers. Nothing beyond reunion mattered.
Shair would probably be buried today or tomorrow. I’d noticed an empty plot near his son’s, in that cemetery designed to stay verdant all year long.
Then I remember something else Shair said, something another soldier had relayed to him about the martyred.
He said he’d laid them to rest among giants with a view of Paradise.
I grab Clay’s arm.