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Chapters (72)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Part I
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Part II
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Chapter 40
  46. Chapter 41
  47. Chapter 42
  48. Chapter 43
  49. Chapter 44
  50. Chapter 45
  51. Chapter 46
  52. Chapter 47
  53. Chapter 48
  54. Chapter 49
  55. Chapter 50
  56. Chapter 51
  57. Chapter 52
  58. Chapter 53
  59. Chapter 54
  60. Chapter 55
  61. Chapter 56
  62. Chapter 57
  63. Chapter 58
  64. Chapter 59
  65. Chapter 60
  66. Chapter 61
  67. Epilogue
  68. Author’s Note
  69. Acknowledgments
  70. About the Author
  71. Also by Nadia Hashimi
  72. About the Publisher

Padar, if you’re not careful, you’ll lose to her again!

Sitara, I’m prepared for it. She’s won me over a thousand times already, my father would reply. He had a way of looking at my mother that made her look away and blush.

Sulaiman, please! Mom would chide, holding in her laughter behind a tight smile. Stop or I’ll not play with you at all.

You see, Sitara. If you don’t have the heart of a lion, do not travel the path of love.

We walk a flagstone path to the far end of the gardens. The swimming pool is empty of water, though that hasn’t deterred a band of small boys from playing in the hollow. Two boys sit on the edge, their legs swinging. They turn their heads away and cheer, as if they’ve conjured the cool splash of water on a hot day.

“Sometimes I look at kids here and see ghosts from my childhood. I look for my friends and neighbors and cousins in their faces,” I admit. “As if time might have stood still all the years I’ve been gone.”

“Time isn’t that courteous,” Clay replies, his voice weighted with melancholy. “People keep living and growing and changing and dying whether we’re there or not.”

We pass a tree stump, thick and gray as an elephant’s foot, and a marble masjid with scalloped archways. Men prostrate in prayer in the alcove of the structure, where slanted sunlight warms their devoted backs. We walk through wooden doors twice my height and enter another enclosure.

Babur ordered that this garden be constructed in the image of the gardens of Paradise. Clay and I circle his tomb, admiring the marble lattice of its exterior before stepping into the cool shade inside. The entire structure is a marble enterprise, with a tall, upright headstone.

“Do you believe in heaven?” Clay asks me. Stippled light falls through the latticework and creates the effect of waves on the tomb.

His question makes me think of what Shair said about the seven heavens as we stood over his son’s grave. Whether I landed in the heaven with water or the one with white pearls, or brass, or gold, wouldn’t matter to me. Nor would I care if I ascended to the heavens with the Angel of Death or Isa or stood in the shade of the enigmatic Lote tree with Moses. I only wanted to know whether God would spread a single family over its seven layers. Nothing beyond reunion mattered.

Shair would probably be buried today or tomorrow. I’d noticed an empty plot near his son’s, in that cemetery designed to stay verdant all year long.

Then I remember something else Shair said, something another soldier had relayed to him about the martyred.

He said he’d laid them to rest among giants with a view of Paradise.

I grab Clay’s arm.